Xdinary Heroes Boy x Boy Oneshots (On Hiatus)

Calm Myself (GunSu)

🎧 Calm Myself ★ Sunmi / Moody ★ Superkind

Ship: Gunil x Jungsu

Jungsu entered the dorm and immediately went up to Goo Gunil, the leader and drummer of his group. And also, his boyfriend. He hugged the boy tightly, as he was never gonna let him go. Gunil didn't understand the behaviour, but he liked the hug. Well, obviously he would.

"I need time for myself" Jungsu muttered, his head buried in his boyfriend's shoulder.

For Gunil and Jungsu, time for myself meant: let's hug for ages in silence until I feel good.

Not: I am going to stay the fuck alone until I feel better.

Gunil followed Jungsu to his room. Jungsu fell on the bed and stuck out his arms so that Gunil could go in between. The taller boy hid his face in the crook of Gunil's neck. He gave a quick peck on the elder's neck.

Tears started forming in the younger boy's eyes. He tried to hide it, he didn't want to worry Gunil.

But he couldn't silence the sobs. Gunil hugged him even tighter. If that was even possible.

"Jungsu, what's wrong?" Gunil's chin was on top of Jungsu's head. He turned his head down and kissed the top of his head.

"During practice" Jungsu started, but his voice was starting to break. Just thinking of what happened made him want to cry.

Gunil had been unable to attend practice since he was sick earlier this morning. He was barely even able to get out of bed. He also had a rather high fever which is why he stayed in the dorm.

Jungsu realised that he might get sick because of this, but he didn't care. If that meant being with Gunil then it was fine.

"I made multiple mistakes, and I often forget the lyrics and also sang off key" He said through sobs, ever since the members had found out about their relationship, they had been much more critical of every single move.

"And they yelled at me" He hid his face even more. As much as Gunil wanted to comfort him, he was mad.

"So I can't go to practice once and they do this? Unacceptable" Gunil stood up, leaving Jungsu on the bed.

The other members came in a couple of minutes later.

"Do you guys have no shame! You made Jungsu cry!" The younger boy hugged him from the back. He hid his face in Gunil's back.

"Gunil-hyung, please don't" Jungsu didn't want Gunil to say anything about what happened. Since he wanted to respect Jungsu's wish, he went back to his room.

"Why didn't you want me to tell them off?" Gunil, being the oldest and leader of the group meant that he had much more authority than the others.

"Because, I just want to spend time with you" Jungsu kissed his boyfriend's cheek and then rested his head on the elder's chest. To calm himself, Jungsu concentrated on Gunil's breathing. It always helped him feel better. It was possibly just the repetition of a single thing that made him feel comfortable.

The two stayed like that for what felt like forever. In fact, they stayed together motionless for a good hour or two.

"Do you feel better?" Gunil asked, breaking the comfortable silence. Jungsu simply nodded.

"That's good"

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A/n

Ahh shorter chapter, sorry
Also, we have to talk about o.de and Gaon's concept photos, literally dead, the second Gunil's get released that'll be my pfp literally everywhere.

-Jude out!

23.04.24