april 22 2024
its my first time being in a non neurodivergent friend group. three boys with probably the most neurotypical brains i have ever met.
Is my mask so thick that they cant see through anything?? Or do they just. Not get it.
Its so frustrating bc they probably think they know at least a lot about me but the moment i come uo front and be vulnerable to them they'll shut me up with a!"thats not true how can u feel like that" IT SUCKS like just bc u dont necessarily encounter other ppl that feel that way doesnt mean it doesnt happen at all???
Like oh IM selfish for shit other ppl do but they're not hypocrites for having fmdoubke standards between me and the other boys like god fuck i hate it here i love them so much but its so frustrating i can never win with friends i fear
