Why did you leave so fast?
I wish God could relieve my pain and reverse the past.
Maybe it should have been me, and not you.
You were the better one of us two.
I miss you, and I really wish you could see what I have seen.
The dirtiest scary shit, and the most serene.
Experience this birthday we looked forward to
Us both reaching 18.
That shit seems so far back, it feels like a dream.
As soon as it happened,
I knew life wouldn't ever be the same
You were my sunshine while I was walking through the rain.
The light at the tunnel I could never find by myself
You made me feel important, like no one else.
Whenever I was sad, you made me feel better
Regardless of the time, regardless of the weather.
You brought an eternal smile to my face
That made me forget why I was sad in the first place.