Message in a Bottle [LGBTQ+] [ONC 2024]

Letter #16

Dear Samuel,

I'm going to sit the exam.

Father still thinks it's a waste of time, not that he would even mention it, but I don't care what he thinks. You were right about me being in control of my own future. He might not like it, but sitting the exam might be the only chance I have of ever getting into University and becoming more than a farmer.

The school is paying for everything, all I need to do is grab the train to the city.

I've never done anything against my family before, especially my father, but he is so determined to keep me on the farm. Although he's agreed to let me go back to school to get my certificate, he still wants me to stay on the farm and be a farmer just like him, but that's not me. It never was. I want to step into the world of science and mathematics, to be part of something bigger. There's nothing wrong with being a farmer, but it isn't the life I want.

You said you wanted more freedom, to regain the independence you once had, so I have an idea. Come with me. The school is paying for two train tickets and I don't want the second one to go to waste, nor do I want to go alone. I've never been to the city and the idea of going alone terrifies me. If I have someone with me, it'll make everything a whole lot easier.

I know we've only just met, and I know it is a lot to ask, but I want you to come with me. You helped my recovery without being there and I need someone who is going to support me because this exam will be the biggest thing I will ever do in my life. I need you there.

Please at least consider it. The exam is in two weeks time which will give you plenty of time to think about it. I don't want to do it alone.

Yours,

Eli

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First Published - April 22nd, 2024