INTIMACY CLINIC - The Conversations we AVOID

WEEK ONE: Sunday - Part 03

Maira didn't seem to be convinced. "Haven't you ever had sex in a car or at any public place?"

All the eyes turned to him.

"I did," Charlie said.

Maira smirked. "It's easy to point a finger at someone else."

"I am not pointing the finger at anyone. I am only expressing what I feel. Isn't that the point of these sessions? To share and discuss different things about relationships and sex?"

"How can you say I should not do it when you have also done it?" She gave a contemptuous little laugh.

"Okay. Let me tell you my story of having sex in a car."

He saw a few curious faces with smiles in the room. He smiled back, "It was a long time ago. I had bought a new car. My girlfriend had a fantasy to have sex in a car. I, too, wanted to experience the thrill. So, one night, around 7 pm, I took her to the outskirts of the city. To a place I knew had only offices, and all the offices closed by 6.30 pm. So there was no one there except a few guards. It took nearly an hour to get there. Then I circled my car to find the safest place where no one would even see my car. I found one soon. It was a small road with a dead end. And the road had a slope. So when I parked my car in front of the dead-end, the car was not seen by anyone. Neither from the front nor back. And both sides of the road had a huge open space, with no light. After making sure about the safety. We started to make out."

"And. . ?" Himani giggled.

"And I observed a few things." He smiled.

"What?" Antara asked curiously.

"We both felt the thrill of doing something adventurous as soon as we started kissing. It excited us in seconds. That was a passionate kiss." He said.

He paused to lean forward. The curious faces felt the time lag. They were anxious except for Maira. She was only listening, not feeling.

He continued, "But after those few seconds, my eyeballs started to move around while kissing her, just to make sure if anybody was there. She wanted to remove her top. But I stopped her. I only pulled it to her shoulders. Instead of unhooking her bra, I pulled her breasts out. I sucked them only for a few seconds because I couldn't see around while sucking them. She wanted to move to the back seat for a better position. But I disagreed because I wanted to be close to the driver's seat. I had turned the lights off, but the ignition was on all the time. Because I didn't want to risk the car not starting in the first go, I pushed her seat back as much as I could in for sex. But didn't agree to move to the back seat. She wanted to be on top, but I disagreed because I wanted to be quick to go to the driver's seat if anybody came. I cross-checked the central locking twice to ensure all the doors were locked before pulling her pants down. She wanted to take her pants off. But I disagreed. I only slid them down enough to be able to put my dick between her thighs. I took my pants off because that was not a big concern. I lay over her. She couldn't spread her legs. She could push her hips up because the seat was not flat. I somehow pushed half my dick inside. She again tried to convince me to go to the back seat. I still didn't agree. She surrendered. We started to have sex. Even with these issues, she was excited because of the thrill. But I was in a different state of mind. Instead of focusing on sex, I constantly thought about my plan if someone showed up unannounced. All the time when I was on her, pushing. She was holding my head, trying to pull it down to kiss. But I was not letting her do that. I was sure no one would come from the front because of the dead end. Also, anybody coming from the side was not a possibility. So I was constantly looking at the road, behind our car, from the back glass, instead of kissing her."

"Didn't she get angry?" Maira asked.

"No. She was completely into it. The thrill of the act, in the open, excited her more than the act itself. Not being able to do it well made her enjoy it more. She did try to convince me to relax. But she also knew I was always concerned when it came to her safety. So, she focused on the thrill, leaving the worry part on me. On the other hand, I couldn't focus on the thrill or the sex for long. I finished in like 20 minutes."