Feelings have meanings, listen to them. If you dont, you might end up in a place you don't want to end up in. You might think it's okay to ignore them, but in reality, it's not a good thing.
Love yourself, you need to. It's the only thing that can keep you going strong. Don't do it for others, do it for yourself. Love your family too, They are there for you, they love you. Even if you don't think they do, trust me, they do. They just probably don't know how to show it. Feelings are not facts. Neither are emotions. Only behaviors and actions are. If you feel as if you don't have feelings, talk to someone, because trust me, you do.
Try to figure yourself out, it will take awhile, and it will be difficult, but trust me you can do it.
YOU ARE LOVED