"Mimi..u good?"dd says walkin into my room I lifted my head up frm my pillow n look at him with puffy eyes n nod "u tryna chill on the block yk to clear ya mind?"he says sitting on my bed "no."i say n lay my head back down "u gotta let it go mila."he says gettin up n shakin his head "I don't wanna let it I love him tm jus fa me to let it go david."i said n sniffles "well I can't do nothin if your not lettin it go mimi"he says n walks out closing my door
it's been 2 weeks since me n my 2 year relationship broke up,kayden was everything to me but ig I should listen to David n jus let it go..I pushed all my friends away to clear my mind n I think it's time for me to start,maybe I should go outside which I did..all I put on was a pink tank top with a light pink Nike tech over it and some gray tights
i walk downstairs and put my Nike socks on n pink crocs "mila u goin outside?!"notti says lookin at me shocked asl "ya tryna clear myself up yk?"i said n smiled n he nods i walk outside n see my bsf lia n she runs up to me "OMG MIMIII"lia says n we hug each other "u Alr?"she says lettin go "im coolin..u?"i say smiling "ya I'm fine,me dd got tg so im straight"she says smiling lookin at him "oh rlly I'm happy for u!"i say n smiled
"Yo lia u want anything frm the store?"a lightskin boy with nice curly hair says "ya a water"she says to him n nods "u lowkey fine asl was ya name mh?"he says movin his attention to me n smiled "I'm mila..dd sister n u are?"i said smiling back "Ddot, lia brotha I see u wit k1 u still fck wit em?"he says "no.."i said stickin my hands in my tech "ddot cmon!"dd tells n he walks away
"sorry ab my brother he jus a bop wnna get wit everyoneeee"lia says rollin her eyes n I laugh goin upstairs wit her to my room "he's cute tho..but like I said I don't want a relationship after k1."i said lookin down n then dds crew busted into my room "here Mimi"dd says n gives me my snacks n ddot dose the same for lia "thank uuu"i say n hug dd sitting down "lia come to my room ma"dd says smiling n she gets up followin him
ig everyone was chillin in my room now so wtv I jus sat in the coner of my bed I was comfortable around everyone in the room since I was bby so I took my tech off leavin me in a tank top forgetting ddot was there n he sat next to me n couldn't keep his eyes from my 🍒s "staring problem?"i said laughin n he shook his head "nah nah I was zoned out ma"he says n slips his hand around my waist n watches tts wit me then I see a video of kayden wit a girl kisses I start to tear up a lil bc I was jus gettin a lil better "fck him.."ddot says n wipes my tears "he losed a fine ass girl so jus forget em"he says smiling lickin his lips everyone slowly started gettin out my room n then once everyone was out me n ddot was only there
"whatchu tryna do?"i said smiling fixing my tank top up "i wnna heal u mila show u wha u deserve ma"he says pulls my waist closer while standin up "so whatchu sayin is u want me to be one of yo hoes?"i say laughin moving back but his grip was hard "i dont got hoes mila I only want u"he says serious ig..."I'm not fallin for tha again."i say n tried to move but he jus won't let go..
he then grabs my neck pullin me in a kiss n I hold his face kisses him back but I quickly pull away "no..I can't do it ddot I'm sorry"i say holdin my head "u not ready to lose it yet huh?"he says laughin n I mugged him "no im not..what if u don't even like me u jus want me for the sex then leave me"i say n sit on my bed "stop sayin ts I want u mila"he says gettin annoyed n kisses my neck
