diary entry #1
i guess this is a thing now. me writing things down. i don't know, this is awkward.
i was told to do this by my therapist. she said it would help me become happier. i dont believe her. nothing will lift this cloud from my brain. nothing. it's like a parasite and i fear i will never be free of it, ever. so i will come to you and i hope we become dear friends.
diary entry #9
in another universe, i did everything right. i shined so brightly, i was clean, i was perfect. my wings weren't yet shuttered, i felt like i could eat the sun and create craters on the moon with my fists.
in another universe, i was not me.
diary entry #16
people preach about the fire in others eyes and others souls, in their own eyes and their own souls. i never had such a fire. i never had the burning desire to do. anything. i simply sat idly and watched as everything came crashing down and i had no one else to blame but myself.
diary entry #20
i am often crushed by the weight of living. by the light of my own awareness. there are so many things that i haven't done yet. nothing could help me anymore, my pleas fall on deaf ears.
help me. help me. help me.
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this is how the short form writing will be. im planning on doing them in between each chapter, and there even might be some before or after each chapter.
i hope you enjoyed! love you all <3
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have me again
Fanfictionafter a confession of remembrance, minho lets jisung slip right through his fingers. after 5 years and countless semi-anonymous letters, can jisung be loved back to life? - inspired by " have me again" by rocco - any and all updates on me or this s...
