Concrete floors

Pre planned

P pov

I didn't think it was the right time to tell her about my feelings but I couldn't wait she was driving me crazy and she didn't even notice and I couldn't take it anymore.

But i was also shaking in my boots and that surprised me cs I never had problems talking to girls and telling them I liked them but something happened to me every time I tried to tell her

"Yuhh yeah but i remembered what I was finna tell you at the restaurant." She looked at me like she's been waiting for me to tell her "finally i thought yo ass had that memory loss stuff" she said while giggling "Mera this gone be a lil shocking and I don't wanna put more stress on yo hands but-" as I was finna say what needed to say my phone rang it was from my hb that followed Mera mom home "hollon this king I gotta take it" "sure"

Hello

"P tha la- lady"

Yo king dog what happened don't pmo

"Yo sh-she got shot"

You serious

"MY NIGGA COME ON WHY TFK WOULD I PLAY. PULL UP TO THA HOSPITAL BRO NOW"

Ight man fuck I'm on tha way

I ended the call and looked at mera she was going down the stairs ig to the kitchen to get something to eat "mera something happened.."
she looked at me confused "what happened you okay"

I had to tell her I had to let her know the truth
"I'm good it's yo mom" as I said that she grabs her phone to call her mom it went straight to voicemail

"P tell me where she at please tell me she okay" "she at the hospital cmon we can meet dem up der"

We pulled up the hospital and Mera ran into the hospital she asked the front desk where her mothers room was and they told her that her mom was still in surgery

I walked up to her holding her waist and pulling her into a hug she started cry and it just made me feel like I needed to stay with her I whispered I her ear " you want me to go get Mya"

She looked up at me like she was scared that Mya was at home by herself "aye look you stay here imma go get her okay" I gave her a lil kiss on tha forehead and she looked at me like she really needed that

I'm driving home and out of no where I started thinking about my brother and my mom I wonder how they are doing after they fucked me over. My mind went to that time my mom told me my dad wasn't my dad i wonder if he knew I wasn't his kid and if he did know y did he treat me like I was his own

I started to feel like if I knew my real dad what would he do would he love me? Would he tell me y he didn't reach out ? I had so many questions but I had to put them aside cs I had to get Mya

I get inside the house and went to the guest room and woke Mya up she didn't really wake up so I just carried her to the car

When we got to the hospital Mera's mom was out of surgery but only 18+ could go in and see her but we snuck Mya in with us

We got into the Room and her eyes where opened and she looked sick "mama what happened to you" " him he tried to kill me" I was still holding mya cs she was sleepy and she was trying to get comfortable

"Ma tell me what happened" "Mera Ik how you is..Ik what you gone d-" "ma thats why I need you to tell me" she said that loudly and almost woke mya up

Flashback of meras mom

I walked into the house and he was standing at the counter "Dave" "yeah hun" "what did you do Mera and Mya" he slowly turned around and looked at me "what ever they told you is a lie yk how Mera is she puts things into myas head I didn't do anything hun yk me" " Dave I'm gone ask you one mo time and if you don't tell me tha truth o god help yo soul" he stayed quiet and I was waiting for a answer "hun all I did was take them out to eat and Mera just started getting angry thats all that happened"

"dave get out pack your stuff and leave" "honey no you can't kick me out myas my kid you can't do this she needs a dad" "you messed that up dave she doesn't need a father like you" he slapped me when I said that and I feel to the ground I looked up at him and he started to kick me in my stomach "DAVE STOPP" "NAH YOU WANNA KICK ME OUT HUH" "DAVE YK I GOT A BABY IN ME" "ION GAF YOU WANT ME OUT THEY LIFE HUH HUH" I kept screaming and when he stopped I got up and I grabbed a knife "you really think you gone stab me bitch"

he walked upstairs and I heard him rambling through stuff he came back downstairs with his gun "so what you really gone shoot me dave IM CARRYING YOUR CHILD" "SO WHATTT IDC YOU GONE DIE TN HOE" he shot at me and I ran to the living room and grabbed my phone

I heard the door open and a pack of men came in and shot dave i didn't realize but I was shot I was losing a lot of blood "ma'am are you okay" I was getting tired but I knew not to fall asleep cs it would be my last time they carried me into a car and they drove me somewhere i couldn't stay up anymore and just closed my eyes

Flash back over

"Ma you pregnant" I looked over and her mom jst started crying cs she thinks she lost the baby
"Idk Mera the doctor said he's gonna go get the ultrasound machine and he'll let me know" i was admiring meras face and she just walked out I said by to her mom that was jst crying and followed Mera I couldn't see her my phone dings as I get a text "im at the car" ofc she's at the car.

I get outside still holding Mya and I unlock the door I put Mya in the back seat where she was still sleep

The whole way home was silent and I kept looking over at Mera but she jst kept her eyes on the window "Mera you okay" she looked down at ha lap "I mean would you be okay if your rapist got your mom pregnant" I was a lil baffled that she said dat but she was jst hurting "I jst idk im just not feeling it" "you wanna get some ice cream while where out" she nods her head so I take us to braums and we got Mya something to even though she was sleep we sat outside the car while eating

At the moment I was thinking about telling her how I feel but my stomach was getting knots in it and I got nervous "p do you have sum to get off yo chest cs u staring" "uhh Mera" i stared into her eyes " I wanna be with you"the silence was so loud I couldn't tell what she was thinking but she wouldn't say anything

P FINALLY MADE HER MOVE YALL but look like Mera don't like that lil move but🤷🏾‍♀️ we gone see

O and updates will be slow only cs I can only write this story when I'm literally Danm ner sleep so yeah gn y'all😭