When German Girl, Lena Müller, and British Boy, Lando Norris fall in love and discover that life isn't always how you plan it to be. Sometimes things are harder. And sometimes things are completely unexpected.
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The Monaco Grand Prix went well. Lando came second and it was so nice to watch it knowing that we could just go back to our apartment right after. I was 7 months pregnant and I was definitely feeling the effects. We literally got back to our apartment and my water broke right then.
"Lan... that's not meant to happen..." I said in pure fear. I wasn't full term. I was 2 months early. I was terrified.
"Shit. Okay. Lena, sweetheart, let's get you to the hospital. Try to stay calm. I promise I'll be with you every step of the way" he said. I was literally crying my eyes out. We had the gender in an envelope from ages ago and we were going to do the gender reveal a few weeks before I was meant to be full term. I didn't even get to do a photoshoot. I was literally so scared and upset. I was even more scared knowing that our baby would be premature. Lando had to carry me to the hospital because basically all the roads were closed because of the Grand Prix. We got there and the doctors confirmed that I was in labour.
I was in labour for the whole night and the whole next day.
2:14am - 27th May. I was fully dilated and ready to give birth. I just wanted this to go perfectly. I grabbed Lando's hand with one of my hands and held the bed with my other hand. I screamed the whole time and the amount of breaks I had to have was insane. I'm pretty sure I started swearing in German at some point.
2:27am - 27th May. Our baby girl was born. We didn't even get to hold her... she was cleaned up and taken straight to the NICU. It scared me so much. I couldn't help but think it was my fault. She was literally about only 4 pounds. We were just laying there without our baby. It hurt so much. We hadn't even thought of names. The doctors wheeled our little girl in basically a box after a few hours. She kept crying and wouldn't sleep so they brought her in to me. We could reach in but we couldn't hold her. I couldn't hold my own baby girl... she wrapped her tiny fingers around mine and I couldn't help but cry. She was way too tiny... Lando distracted me by asking about names.
"Any name ideas, my love?" He asked.
"I want it to sound like something to do with miracle. We've called her our little miracle the whole time and I want it to be linked" I said.
"That's actually a really good idea... maybe Mirabella" he said. It was the perfect name.
"Mirabella Rose" I said. It was the perfect name.
I couldn't help but look at all the wires and things attached to her... it was so scary. I ended up falling asleep while holding her hand.
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