With a heavy heart I woke up and started my day a little sadder than most days since today is my last day of working my dream job. I've been working for HYBE on the new TXT comeback promotion for their new album. I am ARMY at heart, so of course I'd jump at any opportunity to work at HYBE, anyway to be closer to the man in my dreams every night, the one and only Jeon Jungkook of BTS.
To be honest, when I accepted the position, I really didn't think I'd even get to see this man in person, let alone spend anytime getting to know him. By some miracle... Well, according to JK, my heart led me to him.
The day we met still seems like a dream that just keeps repeating itself daily. It was a windy day. It hit 5:30pm which meant 30 mins of cigarette time and just time to relax at the end of my day. I went over to a little hidden corner on the side of the building I happened to find getting lost on my first day of work. There's a little area of grass, a bench, and a beautiful cherry blossom tree which to be honest seemed a little outta place considering the surrounding area being purely commercial. I fell in love with this spot the moment I laid eyes on it. It was like a scene from my dreams, a safe spot.
So thanks to the wind, I was sitting there struggling to light my cigarette and this huge black and brown dog came running towards me with the goofiest looking smile. My high pitch squeal came out at the sight of this gorgeous dog and I opened my arms to welcome this adorably excited pup. After a few minutes of petting and playing around with him, I started to wonder where his owner was. I tried checking his collar for a tag, no luck.
I kept my eyes on the pup to make sure he didn't run towards the street. He was busy doing his thing, pissing on all the surrounding bushes that lined this little special corner I was enjoying all to myself. I took out my cigarette and tried getting it to light, but the fucking wind wasn't letting me succeed.
As I had my head down and hand cupped around my lighter trying to create a shield from the wind, I saw a pair of Nikes step into my field of vision. A soft but firm hand moved my hands out of the way and lit my cig up with a windproof lighter. With a huge smile on my face I brought my head up while saying thank you and was hit with the sight of Jungkook's smiling face, HIS FULL BUNNY SMILE!!!!!.....(omo!!!.....retreat, retreat, wtf should i do)....
I swear... I froze up for a minute, but snapped myself out of it since I've always swore to myself to make it a point to treat him like a normal person if I ever met him. SMH, I gathered up all my courage, took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes to say thank you. FUUUUUCK, big mistake. I felt my cheeks immediately flush red. UUUGGGHHHHH. I looked down with a dumb ass smile still on my face. I heard him whisper "cute" and my eyes opened big and I looked up at him. He was turned facing the dog smiling while smoking.
I sat down to calm my nerves and hit my cig. I looked around worried thinking isn't someone gonna see him smoking. I would hate for him to go through drama all because of a cigarette. He looked back at me like he read my mind and said "Don't worry, I had HYBE create this safe haven for me and Bam so one will bother us here." I choked a little and stood up and started gathering my things realizing I was in his safe spot. That I was the one intruding in his private area. 🙁
As I was about to apologize and start to embarrassingly walk away, he grabbed me by my waist and turned me around. My god, I swear I have died and gone to heaven. His lips were literally inches from mine. Like forreal, someone needs to pinch me. This can't be real. I swear I've read about this exact moment in a fanfic before, LMAO. He simply said "Oh you misunderstood. Please stay. I was having fun with you here." WTF!!!!
I cleared my throat to get my voice to even come out and he let go of my waist. I fixed my dress which came up a little too high when he spun me around and as I looked up I saw him looking at my legs but now he was the one blushing. OMO! OMO! OMO! WTF, I swear he was eye fucking me. I must be trippin, WTF!!!!
