And you are? (Discontinued!!)

When will she be back

Cady's POV: It's been... gosh I don't even know, like a week, and nobody has heard from regina, Janis said she thinks she's dead, I scolded her for that. It's been weird. Without regina of course. sorry I haven't updated you in a while diary, I've been... busy... heck fine I'll tell you, not like you can tell people. I've been in therapy, because I kept seeing someone(regina) who isn't there, the sighting has died down though. the guilt has not. I've been hanging out more and more with Gretchen and Karen, it just feels weird, without regina, yes, I know diary, I've said that before, but it's true. well, I have to go, I'm finally going back to school, Gretchen should be here any second and I'm still in pajamas, ill update you when I'm back.

*Something like nine hours later*

I'm back diary, sorry it took a while, while I'm writing this it is currently 5:28, so what happened at school was people asking if I'm okay, I got some looks, mean, scared, and worried. but I ignored all of those looks. my first class I had with Janis, Damian, my sister and Gretch (she told me to start calling her that), it was actually fun or as Gretch would say Fetch, besides of when Gretch was complaining that she missed Karen, then I had a class with Karen and Janis, we were partners, Karen was surprisingly smart in science, then French with Janis, Damian, Ryder and Quinn, that was pretty funny, Ryder said a joke in Spanish instead of English and the Janis corrected him making me burst out laughing. then I had math with Aaron and ruby, honestly ruby is the sweetest, and really smart, I have to admit, I was impressed. then it was time for lunch, I had lunch with the whole friend group, then I had PE, which had made me hungrier, during PE Jason brought said something about regina being dead or something, I can't remember, next thing I know, I was on top of him, punching him. Then I blacked out, I can't remember anything after I blacked out, expect being in the principal's office, with all my friends, he basically just said that he understood that we were going through a bunch, but that violence is never the answer, we nodded and apologized, then after we got out of there, we were talking shit about him, basically saying he's probably never had one of his friends go missing and cut contact with him, I personally think violence is the answer sometimes. that felt good to say honestly. I hate being in therapy, it makes everyone pity you. it's so frustrating, not being treated like normal. sorry for ranting, so back to my day, after we shit talked our principal, we went to the park, swinging on the swings, my favorite thing, it was 3:34 when we left and went to our hideout, an abandoned hideout, we stayed there for a while, we just run around and explore, my second favorite thing, with my favorite people (besides Regina). I know I keep talking about her, I just have to, I feel so guilty, and I miss her. She's one of my best friends, or well was. I really need to talk to her, if only she could give me a sign, that she's okay. I have to go eat dinner. I'll be back.

*Thirty minutes later*

I'm back diary. And oh, do I have stuff for you. Dinner was hell, the cops were there, they said that they found her car completely wrecked, her parents dead, but she wasn't there, also like im confused why would her family leave ryder and ruby all alone, my sister y/n started blaming me for it, my mom started arguing with her saying it wasn't my fault, y/n stormed off, and then i went to my room, and we'll story short Regina's back! I have to go to bed diary, I'm supposed to get a better sleep schedule, write to you soon!