𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟖+

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟓 18+

"Wha..tt...Ju..ngkook are ..you even in yo..ur .se..nse"

"I am ashamed of whatever I did Tae, I don't know how I am gonna face her now, I feel sorry for her" Taehyung was just standing there like emotionlessly, he dint know how to react and Jungkook continued his crocodile tears, he hugged Taehyung and started telling him the last night incident but with a little changes in it.

All the time he had that dirty smirk on his face.... 

"Me and Y/n we both were drunk and Tae it was Y/n who initiated first, I mean obviously I am not blaming her but I should have make her understand rather than end up losing control over my body, we were intoxicated and we did the biggest sin, I don't have any right to live, Taehyung please kill me please, I can't live with this shame, I would never be able to face Y/n, I should have stopped her, I should have left the home.

I should have done anything but not the shameful thing which I did last night, I should have made her understand that whatever feelings she keeps for me are wrong but instead of making her understand what's wrong and what's right the stupid side of mine started to ignore her and started behaving cold with her only in the hope that my rude behaviour could make it easy for her to drop her love for me but I was wrong Taehyung.

I was wrong because the rude act of mine made her emotionally weak and she barged into my room all intoxicated and proposed me, the innocence in her eyes the way she was holding my arm and pleading to not reject her made me weak, she admitted that she fall in love with me the day she saw me for the first time at my father's funeral and her love towards me got deepen when I took care of her and Jay and she said she doesn't want me to leave her and Jay ever alone.

She even said that she would die if I ever think of another girl and I lost it I lost the control over myself when her lips meet mine and we made love the whole night, I shouldn't have done that Taehyung....... he was sobbing the whole time hugging Taehyung tightly and Taehyung he was just standing like a statue, his eyes were shedding tears making his surrounding blurred.

 Taehyung's whole world and all his dreams collapsed with the one statement "SHE PROPOSED ME", the girl he loves, loves someone else.

 What could me more painful than this, he was planning to ask for Y/n's hand for marriage from Jungkook today but he didn't ever think in his worst nightmare that he would ever get to know something like this, his heart is still not ready to accept this harsh reality, but he has to accept it and bear this pain.

May be this was the reason Y/n dint accept his proposal because all the time she has another man in her heart, as Jungkook said she fall for him for the first time she saw him, he even proposed her yesterday when he took her to the amusement park and what she did she said nothing but she should have said no atleast may be then it would hurt less ,but he knows that he cant force Y/n to love him.