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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟐 18+

Present time

"Please don't do anything, please no its hurting me, NOOO please don't do this to me I don't like it, it cause me a lot of pain"

Jungkook's sleep got disturbed, Y/n was on his chest, she was crying in her sleep, most probably she was having a nightmare of her getting mined by him again.

"Its okay Y/n I am not doing anything baby please don't cry, please don't be scared you are safe" Jungkook said while patting her head Y/n's nails dug more in his chest when she made her hold tight on him, basically she was feeling secure in the arms of her culprit.

He engulfed her in his embrace and placed the duvet on themselves, both his hands were caressing her back, his lips were not leaving her head, she was still sobbing in her sleep. 

"I am not doing anything baby, you are safe" he said to make the sleeping girl feel safe. After sometime her sobbing replaced by her soft moans.

Jungkook pov:- "Why does it hurt me when I see her in pain? Am I in love with her, I think yes, the jealousy I feel whenever I see Taehyung, is the biggest evidence of my feelings towards her, that day when Taehyung came to meet Jay at the hospital and the way his face lost its colors when he saw us hugging each other gave me the feeling of satisfaction, satisfaction that she is mine only mine. 

I don't know whether I would be ever able to forget the pain I go through all because of her or not, but the only thing I know now is that I am gonna protect this girl all my life from my own self, I would never let my anger and hate overlap my love for her, she is my girl and I will keep her with me forever and ever. 

I am aware of the fact that she is not going to love me ever in her whole life because what I did to her is unforgivable, I know she would never accept me ever as a lover or as a husband but I will make her accept me as the father of her child, I will make her pregnent with my child because I dont want her to exit my life at any cost, I know if Jay gets better again, there are chances that she would leave me. 

I have to block every exit door because she is not just my love she is my obsession, please don't make me hurt you again, I love you Y/n despite of the fact that you were the one who made my life hell, even after everything I am accepting you with all my heart, I have buried the pain of that teenage boy all because of my love for you, I don't want to remember anything from the past. 

I wanna start a new life with you and Jay, just you, me and Jay and nobody else, our marrige will change the dynamics of our relation, I will shower you with lots and lots of love, I love you Y/n, I really love you"