𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟖+

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟑 18+

"Married couples are suppose to make love at Night" Jungkook Said to Y/n who was lying on the king size bed of their shared bedroom. "I am a little tired" She replied without looking at him. "Its been a week to our marriage and you are still tired, by the way what made you tired when I am still controlling my d!ck to suck every bit of energy from your body" Jungkook said in a sarcastic way.

"I am not tired physically, its just that I am feeling weak emotionally, I can't see my jay like this, my heart ached whenever I see my little baby in pain" She replied. "He is recovering and his disease will take time to get cured, it's not like he will be fine in one or two days, it's a long journey, you have to be strong for him, for us" he said dragging her lying body towards him. 

"Let me sleep, please" Y/n said while covering herself with the duvet. "Y/n I am your husband now and its my right to have your body whenever and wherever I want" Jungkook said in a harsh tone. 

"Its been years since you are having my body whenever and wherever you want and about this marrige thing it's just a deal for me like our previous deal when you provided me money in return of having sex with you btw before I was doing everything for jay and today also I am doing everything for jay, so don't glorify this marrige" Y/n said in a stern voice, her words somehow hurt Jungkook. To hide his feelings he went out of the room.

Jungkook pov:- I cant be weak in front of her, what is happening with me, why I want to get loved, why suddenly I started craving for her care, did the marrige change me, I know she can never give me her consent to make love with her, she will never allow me to have her in her sane state then why I am expecting her to fulfill her wife duties and why I dont want to force myself on her, I really wish to fill the damage.

I have already done but it's impossible to fix everything now because things are destroyed beyond repair and I myself is the reason of this mess, why am I not able to let everything happen in the same way its been happening since years, 

I still can use her body whenever and wherever I want but now I dont wanna scare her I dont wanna give her pain anymore, this marrige means to me everything, I want to start a family with her, I want to cherish her for lifetime, I really dont want my old self back because I love her, I love her more than anyone.

"Hello Hi Hwasa"

"Finally the busy kookie picked the call"

"I was in the meeting, sorry for not attending the call, say anything important"

"Jungkook why are you being so casual"

"No no its not like that Jungkook actually I am going to abroad, so before going I really wanna meet you, as I have arranged a small get together at my place tonight and you are invited okay dont forget to come"