The day has been given birth to, and I'm watching like a camera , my eyes fixed on it trying to become one with it. Sleeping all day, dark circle in its eyes, subject is my object. Heavy breathing it sound is almost absurd and annoying but I need to watch no breaks. I have lost my humanity while searching for its humanity, asked many and learned many. Mocking God as I wait for my pusnihment for the sin of knowledge as I have dug too deep, one second can't be missed as I had killed my opportunity with not waiting, I will know of its every possibility and it's past, I asked my friend about it and she gave me knowledge. Have been for the past five years , mentally seeming rather explosive. I can't understand it but I can't predict it, I feel a sort of closeness to it and dream about it when I lack the ability to watch it furder. Asking it questions getting unique answers. I never understood what he says he said that he doesn't have underlying problems but the test , my tests show a break in behavior, rather secretive. I feel like I can't feel it, looking at it gives me different feelings, I feel a sense of desire to touch it, I wonder how it will react to my finders touching the soft skin and creeping it's way to stroke, this are what the subject doesn't need to know but it senses a different attraction like that of magnetic energy. I feel jealous of it when others question it even speak with it , it belongs to me and is my subject , I feel closeness , I know what I shouldn't I want to know everything getting closed to it but in process giving in a bond of trust. I feel anger when it chooses others says something so wrong it makes me crumble with rage that I want to... It is complicated and needs more research . The day has been given birth to, and I'm watching like a camera , my eyes fixed on it trying to become one with it. Sleeping all day, dark circle in its eyes, subject is my object. Heavy breathing it sound is almost absurd and annoying but I need to watch no breaks. I have lost my humanity while searching for its humanity, asked many and learned many. Mocking God as I wait for my pusnihment for the sin of knowledge as I have dug too deep, one second can't be missed as I had killed my opportunity with not waiting, I will know of its every possibility and it's past, I asked my friend about it and she gave me knowledge. Have been for the past five years , mentally seeming rather explosive. I can't understand it but I can't predict it, I feel a sort of closeness to it and dream about it when I lack the ability to watch it furder. Asking it questions getting unique answers. I never understood what he says he said that he doesn't have underlying problems but the test , my tests show a break in behavior, rather secretive. I feel like I can't feel it, looking at it gives me different feelings, I feel a sense of desire to touch it, I wonder how it will react to my finders touching the soft skin and creeping it's way to stroke, this are what the subject doesn't need to know but it senses a different attraction like that of magnetic energy. I feel jealous of it when others question it even speak with it , it belongs to me and is my subject , I feel closeness , I know what I shouldn't I want to know everything getting closed to it but in process giving in a bond of trust. I feel anger when it chooses others says something so wrong it makes me crumble with rage that I want to... It is complicated and needs more research .
