Blue Jay

I lay there.
I want to speak, to tell him I can't take no more.
But I shall not speak.
So if I do, I shall never see the light of day again.
I need to leave, I have to leave.
Though I can't leave, I love him too dearly.
He hurts me so badly.
I want to scream and yell, but I know nothing will work.
My head is racing like a train.
He tells me I'm his and only his.
For a second, I think he loves me.
But we both know he's lying.
like a blue jay on a sunny day.