Part of The Madness⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚|| Isaacwhy

Like the Movies

"I want a prince, like the movies I watched growing up."

As we made our way back from the karaoke bar Isaac had his arm around my shoulders with his jacket covering me. The smell of his cologne and the warms of his arms gave me a sense of security like never before. The type you only get with the right person. All of the recent events have just put so much weight on me. 

I don't cry, and when I do I always feel like a burden, but crying into him and feeling his hands grab and attach to my waist felt unimaginably perfect. No longer had I felt alone in that moment. All my worries drifted as the man I had been wanting to touch, to hold, held me instead. 

"Are we feeling better?" He said to me, I wish he wouldn't hide his face when its just us. "You already know. An you know what? We have one last stop." 

Isaac had a surprised look on his face with a hint of fear. I can definitely see a difference in the way he look at me before and now. I feel so much closer to him. Nobody will ever compare to T and I but he was a close second.

I ordered us an uber from the mall to a sunset regional park. "How much longer are we gonna be out for, it's 8 and you need to get some rest." He told me with a bit of worry in his eyes. "Don't worry, I'm fine. We'll only be out for a little longer. I wanted to stop at one more place before we call it a night." The drive there was quaint. I gave him an airpod and turned on smithereens by joji. We listened to 4 songs before we had gotten there. 

"A park?" He asks. "Yes, I wanna walk around." I took his hand and found the nearest path. "You may not think this is spectacular, but my favorite thing to do other than hang out with people is come to a park and walk around with no music and no phone. Just listen and look around." I heard a slight groan. "This sounds stupid as fuck." I frowned a little but continued walking with him. 

Isaac's POV

I shouldn't have said that. This must mean a lot. I looked around the park noticing glowing orbs in the air. The wind blowing causing goosebumps to appear on my skin. I didn't wanna ask for my jacket back so I just fought off the chill. 

"You know, I want a prince. Like the movies I watched growing up. They always took such good care for the princess, and the girl never had to worry about the prince cheating on her." I felt bad. Like always. I wish I could help her more. I wanna be there for her. Not just be one fo her guy friends. 

As we were approaching an opening with a lake in the middle I look over at her admiring the view. Something in my chest felt tight, like all of my insides were scrambling. Is it her who's doing this to me? 

Her eyes had a glow to them, not even the darkness of the color could cast the brightness she conveyed. I looked down to her lips, they looked soft with thin layer of gloss covering them.  

Kiss her. Why am I thinking of kissing her? Why her? Am I crazy? 

Cera is undoubtedly pretty, smart, amazing, but kissing her? the past few months have made me realize just how much of an impact a person can make on your life. Kiss her. Why am I still thinking that?

All the thoughts racing through my head clouded my brain but one stood out. I think I like her...

I quickly regain myself looking away from the starry eyed girl. A red glow appears upon my face, but is covered by my mask and glasses. We continue hand in hand. Why am I still holding her hand? Is this taking advantage of her? Isaac snap out of it. "Wanna turn around, its already 9pm?" I ask trying to get out of here as quick as possible. "Yeah sure. How did you like the walk?" She asked probably hoping for a good answer. 

"It was really relaxing, I might do it more." I sped up the pace that we were walking very smoothly as to make sure she didn't notice I was trying to escape. I couldn't have her getting any idea that I liked her. It could ruin everything.

I ordered the uber putting both our places down. She reaches out for my hand to hold, but I quickly slide it away. She doesn't like me, this would be so wrong. I see the look of disappointment on her face as I take my hand away. Instead I open up tiktok inviting her to watch some of my favorites. 

Her laugh was contagious. Her smile was gorgeous, her eye smile even prettier. Isaac stop! I said to myself.

We entered the uber still having tiktok open. She sat next to me in the middle seat so we could watch tiktok.

"skibiti rizz toilet ohio" plays on my phone as we continue riding. Her laugh could be heard by all of vegas at this point. 

"This is your stop, tell emi I say hi." She looks up realizing we were at the airbnb. The look on her face made my stomach twist and turn. I couldn't help falling for the girl before me.

A/N:

Before I say anything I just wanted to apologize for being gone a whole two months. TBH this chapter was so boring and I didn't know what to say. Also summer has been so bad this year like depression has become my bestfriend. But i read an entire book while chilling by a pool today so i'm pumped up and a in such a bookworm mood. I'm gonna try and be better but I can't promise anything if my mental health starts declining again. please remember to drink water and eat something pookies.