I love you more than I can ever scream. (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 27

Fuck I knew he would be mad.

"I promise you I didn't know Andy" I said to him.

He sighed angrily down the phone "How could I not see this coming?" he said

"You know that I wouldn't have ever agreed to come on this tour if I knew we were supporting Falling In Reverse" I replied to him

He sighed again "I know baby, I just don't trust him"

"Well I'm gonna keep my distance from him babe, I'm not particually happy about this myself" I reassured him.

"Alright babe, if he tries to do anything to you, phone me and I'll get the first plane to England and kick his ass" He laughed.

I laughed too "I'm sure he won't, I've gotta go now babe we're at the venue, I'll speak to you later"

"Alright Kay, I love you" Andy said

I smiled. "I love you too"

Once I ended the call, me and the boys went into the venue to do soundcheck. I haven't seen Ronnie yet which is a relief because I don't want to see him at all but I've gotta face him at some point.

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It was an hour before the show and me and the boys were waiting in our tour bus. I'm so excited for our first show of the tour tonight but I'm kind of nervous too, what if the crowd doesn't like us?

"Hey Kaysha, have you seen Ronnie yet?" Alex asked me.

"Nope not yet and I'd like to keep it that way" I laughed

I still can't believe that we're supporting Falling In Reverse, I just wanna know why Ronnie even wanted my band to support him, I mean, I haven't sen him since the little incident we had in New York. I know I'll have to face him at some point, but I really would avoid him if I could.

It was time for us to go on stage and I felt like I was gonna be sick, I was so nervous.

"It'll be okay Kay" Sky said as he placed his hand on my shoulder "We fucking rule so the crowd are bound to like us" he laughed.

"Yeah you're right about that Sky" I laughed "I just hope I don't fuck up and forget the lyrics to a song or something"

We all began to walk on stage and my legs felt like jelly. I stood in front of the mic and looked out to the crowd. Fuck, the place was packed.

I placed my left hand on the mic and began to speak.

"We are Black Shadows from Hollywood California, how you all doing tonight?!"

The crowd cheered loudly which put a smile on my face and calmed my nerves a bit.

"We're a cover band so we're only gonna do some covers for you guys, this first song is called If You Can't Hang by Sleeping With Sirens"

The crowd cheered again as I began to sing. Our set tonight was:

If You Can't Hang - Sleeping With Sirens

I Miss The Misery - Halestorm

Brick By Boring Brick - Paramore

Bittersweet Memories - Bullet For My Valentine

Something Better Came Along - Lower Than Atlantis.

As we finished the last song the crowd was going wild! I really can't believe they actually liked us.

"well you guys have been fucking amazing, such a kickass start to the show. We'll be doing meet and greets after Falling In Reverse have performed so feel free to come and say hi! Goodnight motherfuckers" I breathed down into the mic.

We all waved to the crowd as we walked of stage. Ah, I really can't get over how amazing our first show was! We all sat down backstage so we could get our breath back. I heard Falling In Reverse start their set off with The Drug In Me Is You.

"See I told you it would be okay!" Sky said as he sat down next to me.

I smiled at him as I took a sip of water "We were fucking amazing, I can't get over how good our first show was" I said

"Well they can only get better now!" Alex said

"Where are we playing tomorrow?" I asked

"I think we're playing in Manchester tomorrow" Alex answered

I nodded and I continued to drink my water. Fuck, I don't think I've ever been this tired in my life! Was so worth it though.

Falling In Reverse had finished their set so me and the boys headed out to meet some fans. Quite a lot of FIR fans came upto me who were also BVB fans asking for pictures with me and my autograph, which I was more than happy to do.

Me and the boys headed back to our tour bus and just as I was about to get on, I felt someone grab my arm and pull me back.

"Woah wtf!" I shouted

I looked up and guess who it was? Yup, it was Ronnie.

"I need to talk to you" he said quietly. I just stared back at him.

Should I talk to him?

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I'm so so so so sorry it's took me so fucking long to update this story but a lot has happened over the past few months. I am gonna start writing this story again and I'll probably update it at least 3 times a week.

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Again, I'm so sorry for not updating in a while, hopefully you guys will still be interested in reading this story! Hope you liked this chapter!