"I USED TO BE A FAT KID."
- nanamin x curvy reader
she was as soft looking as a peach. her sweet words and honey dipped eyes were enough to win him over.
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[a/n: this is a curvy reader x nanamin. disclaimer! this book talks about insecurity and is in no way shape or form my thoughts. bodies are beautiful, and i wanted to show a new perspective besides the horribly overbearing "small" and "petite" trope.]
TW! - body dysmorphia
"Well honestly i didn't see this going anywhere."
She admitted, her gaze fixated with her lap.
Nanamin's chewing slowed as his eyes grew serious. "Why not?" He questions clearing his throat. He folds his hands in front of his face peering over to you.
You wondered if you should come out and say it. That you didn't think someone who looked as great as that, who felt as good as that could actually...want you.
For decades you were always self aware. The bullying in school didn't help.
Girls pretended to be your friend just to feel good about themselves.
Boys...being your sworn enemies without even knowing you.
Had it been...that you were never loved like this before?
You heard him exhale roughly which snapped you from these thoughts. Aimlessly your eyes wandered around his face.
Kento seemed absolutely perfect.
His face was symmetrical, no signs of aging except the wrinkles on the sides of his eyes. His lips were firm but it suited his structured face.
It formed a look of knowing.
Your heart fell to your stomach. He finally saw what you did. Your fat cheeks, your odd cravings and meals. You felt...ashamed.
You felt like you had drug him along although you'd been your authentic self the entire time. You couldn't hide your weight.
You were waiting for his response and you occupied yourself with looking around his dim living room. You nearly wanted to cry.
What were you thinking sharing a meal with him?
Eating in front of him?
These thoughts swirled your mind into a flurry of insecurities waiting for him to do it. To say your weight was too much to love.
But-
"It's because of our conflicting schedules." He says with a heavy sigh. "It's true. I dont have much free time." Nanamin takes a sip of his glass and you do too your eyes wide with confusion.
That wasn't at all what you were getting at. Hell you thought it'd be quite obvious why the two of you wouldn't make sense.
You were...all the things you told yourself.
Of all people in the world why would he choose you?
"Yes..." You found yourself nodding although your head tilted in confusion.
