I am
A monster
I tear myself apart
With terrible thoughts of depart
I am
Uncontrollable
I go from nothing but a corpse
To agonizing self wars
I am
Worthless
Lost in a terrible stormy sea
Where not even I like me
I am
Drowning
My own thoughts are suffocating
How do I stop the suffering
I am
Lost
Who am I?
My whole life is a lie
I am
Alone
No one to run to
No one has a clue
I am
HELPLESS
So please
If only someone could care for me