The truth

My truth

My side of the story  where I am the villain I am the villain in his eyes. I am the villain in my eyes. I fell in love with him his curly brown hair and brown eyes that seem to adore me to love me we met on my first day of school. I was new I had a friend take me to all my classes I would hold onto him for bed and he would lead the Way for me. He took me to all my classes at the end of the day, it was time for my electives. I had to our Roct for six and for seven I pe that's where I met him I was talking to one of his friends Alex who soon became my friend Alex introduced me to Kevin who soon became someone very important to me we talk, but I guess we rushed into it too fast. We went out one night we were supposed to go to a car meet but plans didn't work out. Alex was with us had to go home. We walked to the park. We talked. We smoked at some point we started flirting. Oh no, it all started with you were it and I did I kissed him and one thing led to another which I knew I should've helped he had a girlfriend at the time I don't know something about him attractive me after that night I went home he went home I was happy I don't know why I thought it was just one thing I don't know how that ended up and him breaking up with his girlfriend to be with me. His ex girlfriend started a whole drama which I don't blame her she try to hit me with a laptop, my friend which were all males made a circle around me I should try to get through to help me with the laptop and then she threw a shoe at Kevin. Oh boy did that not end well he got mad and he chaser her. I introduced him to my sister she liked him my brother like him and then I introduced him to my best friend. She liked him sometimes I wish I never introduced those two she knew about him She apparently had a crush on him for years yeah but I really didn't pay no mind to that which missing selfish and a dick move, but she was 13 he's was 17 now he's 18 well, my sister and my best friend got into my head telling me he didn't love me that he loved my best friend and oh God I believe that I started to believe them and I never told him I just kept on with the relationship I got convince into cheating and the hilarious part about this it was by my sister and my best friend that doesn't excuse what I did or cheated on him three times I don't know if I ever tried to fix my relationship with him I broke up with him. I was devastated. He was devastated from what I heard from his friends. He cried like a baby I did to there was no shame in that we talked. We were friends a week after a break up he kiss my best friend who is in a relationship with my other best friend Alex Alex loves her a lot. He was hurt by the betrayal of his girlfriend, and his best friend Kevin in the story in his eyes I cheated and for no reason, but in my eyes, I cheated because I didn't know how to love. I was given the opportunity to love a baby, but just as quickly as I fell in love with a baby in my stomach, I was told by everyone that I should get an abortion everyone push me to that direction and since then it's been three days three days. I've cried and felt alone and regretted letting people stomp all over me and make me do things I do not want to  I know what I did was bad I know I cheated. I know that in your eyes I'm probably a horrible human being to. To the people I owe an apology to. I'm sorry, Kevin for cheating. I'm sorry to my unborn baby that blood lies in my hands