I really like this guy I honestly thought he likes me back. I met him through a rehabilitation program. I was put in there for my depression and anxiety. I'm at so many nice people. It's about him. He was the nicest person I've ever met such a sweet and kind soul. He always listened to people and was so sweet about it. We recently got close on his last two days, but I was able to get his Instagram through a group chat that I was added to with the people that were there as well. We bonded through our music we even shared playlist, which was literally digging into my heart because music is literally how you get me to like you pretty much, I immediately fell head over heels for him. His music taste was so similar to mines and I loved his playlist. It was really good but while I was there, he kept talking about this girl that he really liked and me being delusional like OK maybe he likes me but then he said it was a senior and I am a junior so obviously wasn't me but we were on FaceTime and I found up on that girl. OK maybe it wasn't on FaceTime but he ended up with this other girl and I hate myself for being upset about it cause I want the best for him truly and I always give him advice saying he's worth love and he's amazing if somebody doesn't like him. They suck so but hearing him talk about another girl literally rips my heart out but let's skip to now I've been having so many thoughts about hurting myself, I have not given them but I think about it. I posted this quote on my Instagram something I know what it feels like to be unhappy so I try to help those who are unhappy and knowing that they're happy and makes me smile something like that maybe not exactly, but he swiped up on it and was like aw do you need to talk and I didn't really feel like talking I said thank you so much. I'm OK right now and he was like oh. like anytime of the day like let me know if you need to talk. This is the end rn I'll continue it later.
