The Way I Am

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Of course not. Being hypersexual isn't all fun and games. There are some advantages, but definetely lots of disadvantages. For example- school. Imagine being a... let's say, high school boy. The teacher is in the middle of a boring science lesson. You can't keep your focus, so your eyes wander across the room, eventually making contact with a girl. Touching herself. In class. 

Well, that happened. I noticed the guy and was like, "tell anyone, i swear I'll kill you." Okay, maybe that's not true, maybe i kind of... begged him not to. But, after 10 bucks and a BJ, he finally agreed. [Enter unenthusiastic yippee.] Details later.

So what's it like, being hypersexual? Well, uhm... you're basically horny and you can't control it. "Oh, but Author-Chan, you can't control when you get horny-" THATS NOT WHAT I MEAN.  Regular, not hypersexual people get horny when they see something hot or are aroused. NO. NOT FOR ME. NOT FOR MY ASS, NO. You get horny AT RANDOM. Completely at random. In school, in public, etc. You just can't control your urges. Your fantasies. 24/7, there's really hot porn playing in your head, so you get horny. Then you want to touch yourself. Then you can't, so instead you get wet. NO, IT'S NOT THE SAME. Men can get hard, or they could leak pre-cum. (shut up i know I'm overly educated) BUT FOR WOMEN, their... uh... "clit" throbs... (the hell, am i reading this right? WHO THE HELL WROTE THIS SCRIPT!?) *ahem*, then they get wet. So, the point is that you can't control yourself or your urges.

Yes, it sucks a lot, especially with a christian mom who is so overprotective of you that the only form of social connection that you have is Capcut and YouTube kids so you have to do everything behid her back and you have to find other ways to pleasure yourself and you have to control yourself in school because if you get caught then your teacher will call home then you'd get punished-

So... that's how it is. It's the way I am, and both you, Reader, and I have to cope with it. AND IT FUCKING SUCKS.

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