[✔︎]# ꒰ 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐓, 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 ꒱

# ꒰ 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐘 𝟎𝟎𝟔 ꒱

-𐙚 ՞ NOT A LOT,
JUST FOREVER՞ ⁣𐙚-

August 2016

↯. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐊𝐔𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐎̄𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎̄,

hi kōtarō !! It's been a while since I've made these letters for you haha. I miss you so much baby, I can't wait to see you in a month ❤︎︎.

you're probably not going to get this letter anytime soon but I'm slowly becoming very sick and that's why I'm having sudden dizziness or bad headaches. The baby is doing okay though, and the baby's a girl!! Suprise haha you probably won't find out until you come back.

(Im not going to send this letter to you since I don't want you to worry but I promise I feel better with all the medication they gave me!)

I was thinking about a baby name for our kid but I can't come up with anything! It's so hard choosing names for baby's I thought it would be easy to choose names for girls but it's really not! I'm struggling so bad, I'll tell you more about it when you come back home so we can both decide on what to name her!

Kiyoko came to the house to help me since my body is becoming a bit more weaker then usual the doctors don't know what I have whatsoever but kiyoko and Tanaka are living with us until I feel better and become way more healthy!

but don't worry about me focus on you're games! Im always watching them and supporting you!! I see those little smiles and kisses you give to the camera at me! I love you so much my sweet baby boy! I can't wait to smother you in kisses!!

The doctors were telling me due to the situation I have with my health and how weak I'm becoming I'm probably going to have the baby early like a month before? I'm not sure but you have to promise me to take care of the baby if I'm not here anymore I'm getting this gut feeling that I'm not going to be here that long anymore but I'll try to stay as long as I can.

anyway!! I have an appointment for the baby in a week for an ultrasound again!! I can't wait I'm going to get the 3D and 4D ultrasound!! I'm super excited for that! I'm probably going to have my sister come see it with me and just send you pictures of the 3D stuff! Anyway I need to clean the house now so this letter is going to end here now!

Bye kō I'll see you soon!! I love you so so much! ❤︎︎.
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