[✔︎]# ꒰ 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐓, 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 ꒱

# ꒰ 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐘 𝟎𝟎𝟗 ꒱

—𐙚 ՞ NOT A LOT,
JUST FOREVER՞ ⁣𐙚—

November 2016

↯. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐊𝐔𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐎̄𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎̄,

hi kōtarō❤︎︎!! This will be my last and final letter to you. I know my body and I know my body cannot handle much pain anymore after I give birth to our baby. I just want to say I am so truly thankful to have found you. Such a strong and handsome man Like you. You make me feel Safe, strong, loved, appriciated. It's so much more than just happiness and sadness, and i am so lucky to be loved by you. Even when l'm dramatic or sad, you manage to calm me, comfort me and make sure that I'm okay. As independent as l may be, I need you in my Life You make me into who i am, you mare me whole. I hope you never forget how appreciative l am of you.I love you, truly.

Whenever our baby gets older please show them this letter kōtarō I'm not asking you too I'm telling you. They deserve to see this letter even if they don't want to know the truth.

Dear [Baby's name], I want you to know that my death was not your fault whatsoever I started getting weaker from some unknown illness that has been passed down in my family.

My parents have never gotten it so I never knew the symptoms of it. I didn't realize until last minute that this would happen. So this is why I'm writing this letter now, I hope you grow so big and tall. I hope you're kind and loving like your father was. I know I won't be able to physically see you achieve your goals as you grow older but I want you to know I'm always watching you.

Kōtarō my love, We went on for a long time thinking we had the whole time, But we were both wrong. We close our eyes but secretly stared at each other, Has our mind swiped through all our memories. The pain, sorrow, sadness, and tears we faced together, The smile, fun, happiness, and laughs we shared together, We opened our eyes with tears while still staring at each other. Without saying a word to each other, We slowly turned our backs and walked away. The hardest thing to do is say Goodbye. I will love you forever kōtarō. I've always have loved you.

                                                         ↯. LOVE, Y/N L/N