"I KNOW YOU TOOK MY CHIPS!" My brother screamed as he ran in my room
"I didn't touch your chips Jacob" "yes you did!" He yelled looking around my room for his chips "I didn't touch your fucking chips Jacob, okay!?" I said losing my patience. "You did touch my chips you fat cow" he said. I could feel the tears swelling up in my eyes, I could tell he was sorry. "I-i...I didn't touch them" I had to force the words out of my mouth without crying. "I...maybe Janet took them" my brother finally said, he ran out of my room into my little sisters room. I shut my door and locked it. I started crying, I turned music on my phone and plugged in my speaker so no one could hear me cry.
I cried for about ten minutes the looked around my room. I laid on my bed and closed my eyes. I could hear people talking outside my door. I jumped off my bed, walked to my door, and unlocked it. My mom was outside my door about to knock.
"Hey honey, got your soda" she said handing me the Pepsi. I looked at it "mom this isn't diet Pepsi" I said handing it back to her. "Oh Ana I'm sorry, I forgot to get diet, just drink it anyway" she said handing it to me again. "I don't fucking want it mom" I said handing it her. "Ana, just take it" she said putting it on my dresser. I picked it up and looked at the calories. "DO YOU NOT SEE HOW MANY CALORIES ARE IN IT!?" "THATS TOO MUCH MOM" I yelled throwing the soda into the hall. I noticed my brother and sister looking at me and my mom from their doors. My mom looked at me surprised. "I'm sorry.." She said walking away "mom no I..." I started but she just cut me off "No Ana. I'm sorry I should have remembered" she said walking out of sight. My little sister walked over to me "you're being selfish" she said as she walked away. "I know I'm "selfish" I know I'm the "mistake" the "outcast" the "unwanted" one. Maybe I'm better off dead" I thought
I walked into my room. Shutting the door behind me. I found my sleeping pills and laid on my bed, I took half the bottle. Minutes later I could feel pain in my whole body. I could feel my breathe shortening. I tried breathing but couldn't. "M..." I tried calling for my mom. I felt everything going black. And next thing I knew...I was out. I was dead
I woke up sweating and panting. "Omg, omg omg omggggg" I said quietly. "It was just a dream" I said to myself. I drank some water and started thinking. Minutes later I saw the time. I went back to sleep.
My "wonderful" day
