It sort of all began here. And by it I mean my relationship with Ed. And by my relationship with Ed I mean casual sex and chain smoking while binge watching Netflix. It wasn't exactly a glamorous lifestyle, despite the fact I was a glamour model at the time. I still remember eating pizza by the side of the road together in our trashy hoodies. Before he took off on tour, we would fool around on our guitar, attempt to harmonize, we'd do all the cute little things couples did. I admired a lot about him, his undying love for all things Stevie Wonder and his botomless pit of a stomach. I never wanted to let him go.