Life Is Just A Game We Play And No One Wins .

chapter 5

Chapter 5 : 😢humiliation &.& Tears 😢

A young outcast will often feel that there is something wrong with himself, but as he gets older, grows more confident in who he is, he will adapt, he will begin to feel that there is something wrong with everyone else.
Criss Jami, Killosophy"
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My alarm woke me up i wasn't feeling well so i decided to stay home . I walked to the bathroom an look at myself in the mirror , my blue hair was looking like a birds nest an i had dark circles under my eyes i looked like a zombie . Can this day get any worst i opened took a shower an put on a joggers an a Monster Inc Tee-Shirt I Put brushed my hair an put it in a high one with a messy bun .

I Went to the kitchen an make french toast an egg , when i was younger my mother thought me to cook she knew it would've come in handy cause she was hardly every home an a maid was to much money an she wanted me to be independent. I must say i agree with her on that. After finish eating i went in the living room an watched the full series of teen wolf by the time i was finished it was 2:00 school was probably over . "OVER " I scream "Omg kyle " I pulled out my phone an texted him on Facebook giving him the address to my house.

Kyle P.O.V

I woke up this morning feeling so happy i rushed into the bathroom an got dress within 10 minutes. I went to kitchen greeted my father ate breakfast an was out the door. The Drive to school this morning was a bit long due to traffic i spent almost 30 minutes to get to school which mean that i am late to first period once again. I entered my maths class happy but soon got disappointed when ocean wasn't here . I zoned out in class wondering what could of happen to her. The day went by quickly an it was very boring .

Walking out to my car to go home i cant believe ocean ditch me, my phone rang it was a message i open it an smile immediately . It was her she texted me the directions to her house .I jump in my car an follow the directions that she gave i turn the last corner my mouth hung open i cant believe my eyes her house is like a castle what the afro. Her family must be load .

Jessica P.O.V

The bell rung an i ran to the door , it was kyle . I Step aside for him to come inside looked around like if he was shock i broke his gaze an said "sorry about today i woke up this morning an was not feeling well " He told me it was okay he thought i ditched him , I giggled An asked if he was ready .I walked to library in my house .Kyle said "WOW you're house is really nice its like a castle" . I Laughed "thanks it pretty lonely cause am in it by myself most of the time ok lets gets down to business ". Maths was a difficult subject for most people but for me its easy sailing i help kyle with the homework an even some other topics he was pretty easy to teach he picks up quickly . When we finish it was around 6 we spent four hours studying it was the best 4 hours of my life . My belly grumble very loud feeling ashamed i told ask him if he is hungry he said yes. "Do you want to go to the mall to get something to eat" , "Sure" He said . Heading to the shoe room i put on my ankle high heel boots an we headed out . we took my car the drive was funny Kyle told me about trinidad an his friends an how the beaches in trinidad are lovely an the their foods are the best especially their doubles . Listening to him speak brought joy to my life he asked me about my life an then that was it my joy disappeared he recognized
my sudden change in mood an dropped the subject . Nightmare began to play on the road an i started to sing it

Hey! Feels like I'm asleep, but I'm awake
In this dream I never see your face
I'm just a step behind
Hey! Can't remember why you went away
Pinch me cause I know it's a mistake
I wanna see your eyes

I woke up in another life
When nothing's really dangerous
And everything is black and white
And no one even knows
I woke up in a broken dream
With no one lying next to me
It's not how it's supposed to be
So why'd you had to go?

I stopped when i realize he was watching me . "Why did you stop you have an amazing voice is there anything you're not good at ."I felt my cheeks heat up and i know i was blushing . Pulling into the parking lot of the mall i locked the doors an we made our way in . I made a free stop buying tops an pants an more shoes . Kyle was laughing at when i almost fell in the high heels he said i looked like a horse when it first tries to stand up . I rolled my eyes an laughed .The food court wasn't as pack as i expected it was nice i order pizza with pineapples an pepperoni kyle insisted that he pay but i win an payed for it instead he brought the drinks instead. We took a seat outside on the balcony an i dug into my pizza making a song of delight kyle laughed an did the same . We talked a little more about ourselves . The automatic doors then open an out came jamie an her minions my heart began to race an i was feeling sick i wanted to leave getting up from my chair i was late she already saw me an smirk making her way over . "hi shitty witty what are you doing here..? Finally got the guts to leave you're tower" I Swallowed hard an just looked at the floor "Hey there kyle what did i tell you yesterday that you're popular you're not suppose to be hanging out with these lames , an sad fully you're hanging out with the lamest of them all !"Before i knew it i was running out of the malls with my bags in my hand "She always does this to me ,always humiliates me i don't even know what i did to her . Unlocking my car doors i heard a familiar voice OCEAN..! . I turned around an watched him I yelled " DIDN'T YOU HEAR WHAT SHE TOLD YOU, YOU ARE TOO COOL TO BE SEEN AROUND ME , IT CAN RUIN YOU'RE REPUTATION .JUST GO AWAY PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING ." I Opened my car door an was about to drive off when the passenger side open "you forgot i left my car by you ,so you need to take me to it". The ride home was silent an i couldn't hold in my tears no more i just broke down. A hand reach out an hold mines i instantly felt sparks i wanted to pull it away but i felt comfortable . "Ocean stop crying,you are too pretty to let one mean girl bring you down an jamie can't tell me who to hang out with its my choice an i chose you ,I rather have on real friend than 100 fakes one ".
I Couldn't help but smile "Thanks it means alot to me "