𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎

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𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎
                
I stand there completely shocked, my eyes fill with tears, Dodger nudges my hand with his nose, I stroke his head. Chris is standing in the living room, I can feel his eyes on me. The two of us have been together for a year, we met on the set of Avengers Endgame when I was visiting my brother Tom.
Now I'm standing here in his living room with a packed suitcase and a bag, I look up at Chris who has his hands on his hips.
"I don't understand, Chris." I say. "Why are you breaking up with me? Was I not good enough for you?"
,,Jersey." He says my name like he's exhausted. "Look at us, you're just a child and I'm 18 years older than you." He strokes it over his hair.
Now does our age matter to him?
"Chris, I love you." I whisper. "You didn't care about our age anyway. I know you love me too."
"I don't do that anymore Jersey." he says.
I swallow the lump that has formed in my throat and is taking my breath away.
,,You lie." I whisper.
"Look Jersey, it was really nice with you. But I realized that we are both just different, you are still practically a child."
I wipe away tears angrily. "Now I'm a child? Was I a child to you too when you fucked me? Was I also a child when you took my virginity?" I look at him with disgust on my face.
He stands there angry, but he has no right to be because I'm the one who's angry at him, I have the right to be.
"I just want to have a real relationship," he says.
I kneel down in front of Dodger and kiss, stroking his head one last time. Dodger barks as I get up I grab the suitcase and my bag and walk to the door and before I go out I turn to Chris.
"Fuck you Chris Evans, you're an asshole." I open the door, walk down the porch steps and walk to the taxi, which has been waiting for me for a while. In the taxi, I hope that Chris will stop me before the driver drives off and explains to me that it was all a misunderstanding and that he is so sorry. But the taxi doesn't hit Chris on me, I look behind me and only see Dodger standing there barking.
Even when I was in London, Chris didn't call me, didn't text me, that's it, it's over. Chris betrayed my trust, it feels like he used me.
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