According to an English dictionnary, the word "MISS" has lot of meannings. One of them is to feel the absence of someone or something. In my opinion, the word "MISS" means by the feeling that one feels when the person that very close to him disappeared, vanished & gone. Perhaps, just for a while or forever. It just hurts when you can't stop yourself from thinking & remembering the person, even thought they used to hurt you but you still love them.
Everyone will feel this feeling sooner or later. This includes myself. Deep in my heart, I miss him so much. I really want to hug him but I can't. He's just too far from me. Only God knows exactly how I miss my death best friend. & there were my story begins.
It was a rainny day of february when I receiced some bad news from my dad telling me that we're moving to another city. It was the hardest goodbye from me to him, we kept in touch until the day his mum called me, shedding thousand tears, saying that he's dead. The next day, we went to his home. I ran towards his room, put my bags down & cried in the dark room. I was holding myself from crying infront of my parents & others. Although, they could see my red swollen eyes. Indeed, I couldn't control my tears from falling down on my cheeks anymore till the moment he was brought to be burried. People kept on saying: "Move on" to me. Say things may be easy, but you might probably can't work the word. People say so because they didn't felt this kind of situations.
Is it true that some day & somehow, people will forget what had happened & how they stand up & faced the world ?