cupid's mistake | the boyz kim sunwoo ✓

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Hi everyone! It has been so long since I've update on this website/app. I would like to thank you everyone has given me much encouragement and support. I am still active in writing, just not as active on here. My energy to write long series such as my two Jaemin books has decreased significantly 😭 I'm enjoying writing one-shots, both short and long ones and I'm sharing my stories on tumblr!

But! I am thinking of reposting here too!! Look out for those soon after exams are over!!

I think my interest around topics that I write has shifted but only slightly! I tend to focus a lot on struggles of growing up (eg. keeping up with academics), with a huge emphasis on mental health. For example, my 'especially to you...' series on tumblr is based on struggles that I personally have faced, turning those into stories to share to you all. I think this is where I'll keep writing about and will focus on. I knew from the start but it has become all the more clear now that I write for myself first and foremost, and hopefully through my experiences and words, I hope that I'll be able to comfort and make readers feel they're not alone.

For the record, yes, I'm scared in releasing stories in that series. With each story, I'm quite literally revealing a real part of myself to the world. But I think it's worth it for me. I'm also very lucky and thankful to be surrounded with people who support me and love me as I am. 

I really hope that's the same for you all too, who is reading this message. 

You're not alone, don't give up 🫂

My note directly from tumblr: 

hands down the hardest story i've EVER written (including my 40+ wips) and i stopped multiple times because it explores a huge part of my life that makes me super vulnerable. the internet may judge me after this but i'm going to stay strong for myself; they don't know what i've been through.

i'm glad that i have met idols who have at least helped my schema for men. mark lee, na jaemin, cho seungyoun (woodz), lee jaehyun (hyunjae) and kim sunwoo (sorry i was so harsh on you 😭 i'm very thankful for your existence no wonder what anyone else believes and thinks; and people can believe what they want to believe because i'm tired of trying to make them believe something else).

izzy...

if there is one internet trend (?) that you should take seriously, it's that: not all men are the same.

and you know that. you've seen it with your guy friends and the teachers that you were close to in high school. they're not like the ones who hurt you. i know you're scared and with what you've been through, i would like to at least believe that it's valid. i really hope that you keep going and keep fighting.

With that all said, let's get into this!!