SVT Joshua - are they true?

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It is currently 7am. We all have an early dance rehearsal, so we all agreed to get up at 7 so we can all have time to have breakfast together before we have to go. This has become normal for us, it was seungcheol's idea at first as he liked to make sure we all ate in the mornings so we would have enough energy for the next few hours, especially when we had schedules.

We were all sitting down at the table eating breakfast, kimchi eggs. "how long is rehearsal today hyung" Vernon asked, all of us now tuning into the conversation. " it's six hours today".

six hour rehearsals were not the greatest way to spend your day, but being an idol, you have to deal with it. I decided to turn my attention to my phone, now focusing on scrolling through social media.

I couldn't help but let out a little laugh when i came across a post of Minghao's face when Hoshi does his tiger pose. I continued scrolling, pausing every few seconds to take bites of my food. After about five minutes of scrolling I came across a post with my picture on it, curiosity took the better of me as i clicked on it and scrolled to the caption.

" why is Joshua so handsome??!!"

I couldn't help but let out a smile, knowing that people from around the world know me and think I'm handsome was something I never thought would happen. I decided to scroll to the comments and see what other people were saying. I was taken aback when I saw that the comments were not agreeing to the caption, but rather the opposite. I knew that once I saw the what the comments were saying that I should just stop reading and go on something else, but I felt compelled to know what else others were thinking about me.

Joshua isn't that good looking

honestly, he is the worst looking out of the whole group

he can't sing, dance or look good

at this point he should just leave the group

I couldn't bring myself to read more knowing that it was only going to get worse. I could feel the tears filling my eyes and I completely forgot that I was having breakfast with the other members. I quickly wiped them away, putting my phone in my pocket before continuing to eat my breakfast, well, as much as I could anyway as I sort of lost my appetite.

I could see seungkwan giving me a worried look but I just gave him back a smile, hoping to not cause any suspicion.

once everyone was done with breakfast, we all headed back to our shared rooms to collect our stuff quickly before getting into the van and heading to the studio.

I sat in between Mingyu and Jeonghan, listening to music and trying to relax as much as I could before we have to work for the next six hours but all I could think of was those comments. The worst part is that I didn't even read all of them, there were over 500 comments and I only read about 15. Knowing that there are people out there saying such negative stuff about me on the internet for everybody to see made me feel sick. I closed my eyes, hoping to at least get a bit of rest before reaching the studio.

It took about fifteen minutes to get the studio but once we arrived we each grabbed our stuff and headed inside. I dumped my bag on the side of the room, taking a seat on the floor, stretching before the choreographer came. I had to take my earphones out, resulting in just me and my thoughts. If that's how people really feel about me I will just have to make them see that they ere wrong.

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