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5. why do you make me feel this?

Pov nobody

enid and wednesday are asleep wednesday's hands are still tangled in enid hair she feel asleep to enid soft snores. and enid knock out the second wednesday starting playing with her hair. everything that's happen in the past day is absolutely insane how do you even know where they stand with one another. will wednesday always think enid would want someone else, would enid never believe shes good  for wednesday? why does wednesday want to let her guard down she knows she would rather die that let that happen... but enid is the apple that temped eve to bite it. she knows that she would do anything for enid but she doesn't know why she would.

Pov wednesday

i wake up to enid still in my hospitals bed and longing for one of those death traps to capture this moment. the relax look on enid's face she seemed to feel safe with me. god to wake up with her would be a everything. i wonder what time it is and i look to try and find something that will tell me what time it is and i see enid's phone on the side table. would she be mad at me if i looked on her phone no she wouldn't be mad. so i grab her phone and turn it on and as soon as a do i see 7 messages from yoko and i'm pissed. "you were so good last night"        "god i missed being like that with you"     "please come back i need you"     "no on makes me feel the way you do"    "not even divina"      "enid i missed up"     "it is you who i love not her well not her anymore"    god i'm so pissed why is she doing this is enid going to go with her just for the sex god enid is to good for yoko. i hate her. i move on and do what i meant to do first which is check the time it's 9 am okay that's not terrible i put enid's phone back on the side table and as soon as i do enid starts to wake up. "what time is it wens" she so cute when she waking up god how could i stay upset with her. it is 9 "oh okay weds" she's so happy for someone who just woke up. she goes to reach for her phone and my heart drops she's going to see the text from yoko and go see her and leave me. it looks like she's about to say something for me "hey weds do you want so coffee i can go get some i also need to go back to nevermore and get us some cloths. soon do you want anything? i can't even think right, was she lying is this just so she can go fuck yoko again. fuck i still need to answer her. no i say hash and bold like. "are you sure???" yeah i'm sure just go "oh" fuck i feel so bad why am i doing this "okay" and just like that she leaves she's gone and all that comes back to me is the desires for her smell to linger tell she comes back. if she comes back.

Pov enid

i just woke up and i'm on my way back to nevermore to get some clothes and on my way back get wednesday a coffee i know she said she didn't want one and seemed to be upset with me at the moment but just in case. i also need to cut anything and everything with yoko she means nothing to me now and i know i mean nothing to her to i'm just a quick fuck and i don't deserve that. i should be with someone that would drop anything for me, would let me do stupid things to annoy them, and someone who would just love me for me. i get to mine and wens dorm and i grab an outfit for her and one for me. i then start my dreading walk to yoko's dorm i can see her door in front of my face and i finally knock. "hold on be there in a sec"     "enid hey you got my text?" what text? "oh never mind then but come in please lets talk" okay what's up "okay enid i know it took me awhile to figure this out but it's not divina i want its you i want" yoko i know it's not and i don't care anymore "what do you mean you don't care??..." i have moved on you only wanted me for sex and i know that there was never love on your mind when we did it so i know you don't love me "enid why are you saying this you know i love you" no yoko i know that you don't and never did love me and i'm okay with that there are other people that will love me the way i deserve bye yoko please don't try and contact me unless it's an emergence and even then i better not be your first call. i leave and feel so proud of myself and all i can think is wens is going to be so proud to. but before i go back i go grab us coffee and get her a single dying rose i saw. i know that doesn't sound romantic but to her i know it is she see the beauty in death and i see the beauty in her. i get back to her hospital room i knock on the door till she says i can come in and i hear her. "come in" hi wens i'm back i know you said you didn't want a coffee but i still got you one and your clothes and i also got you a rose it is dying but i thought you would like it more like that "wow thank you so much" what she is saying sounds sweet but i can tell by her tone she mad at me and i don't know why. what did i do? "it's whatever" no tell me "god why are you still here why don't you go back to nevermore and make out with yoko some more" why would you think that's why i went to nevermore wens? "oh don't call me that i saw the text she sent you" what text i didn't see any text "look at your messages" i go and look and my eye widen i never saw these. wednesday i promise you i never saw these and i literally went to tell her i was done with her i promise wens. i don't know if she believes me or not but i'm hoping she does.

a/n- this is all i got sorry it sucks