living together - gongfourz -

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i cried for a few more minutes and taesan was still holding me in his arms.

i lifted his head fr his shoulder "u ok now?" I nodded and looked at him. stop caring so much for me.

He stood up and took my hand. we both walked back inside school "are they back together?" "what happened to the other girl?" as soon as i heard that sentence i stopped walking

he turned to me "leehan?" he walked back to me, "its fine" he took my hand and i stared at it for a while. it was wrong.

i removed my hand from his, "go back to class" i said quietly and he nodded

i watched him leave. he turned his head to me and gave me a small smile. taesan please. i dont wanna get hurt again.

it was finally the end of the day and i walked outside. i spotted taesan and the girl together. they were smiling and giggling to each other.

hes looking at her like shes his whole world. sparkles in his eyes, smiling from ear to ear. he was happy.

i felt my heart ache. I stopped myself from crying and walked past them. i couldnt help but notice her wearing the necklace i gave back to him. the hairclip was nowhere to be seen.

great.

i was walking back home and someone caught up behind me. "here" he said sticking out his hand revealing the clip i gave him "what" i said and he clipped it on my hair

"chungha bought one for me so i dont need this anymore" my heart shattered "oh alr" i said and continued walking. he was talking abt some random things and i wasnt really listening

"taesanie!!" we both turn around to see the chungha girl. he looked at me and i nodded "go, i can go alone" he smiled and ran to her

he wrapped his arm around her and ruffled her hair. I got flashbacks. my heart ached watching them so I quickly went home. well, not home

i dont even know where i ended up. it was some park.

i sat on the grass. why? why does it hurt so much? why? why did i get attached? why..? why did i fall inlove?

i stared at the grass with tears forming in my eyes. i broke down. again.

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"taesan your home!" ms.han says "yeah, ill be in my room" i said. i went upstairs and found leehans door open

weird. "leehan u ok now?" i said coming inside the room. "leehan?" I said. no one

"ms.kim, wheres leehan?" i asked and she looked at me "wasnt he with u?" she said. shit. i dropped my bag and ran outside

where is he? i ran around our whole area.

i keep running until my legs gone numb. leehan please. where are you.

i stopped, i couldnt take it anymore. i dropped to the floor trying to catch my breath "leehan please calm down" i heard a voice say

my head snapped up

i saw jaehyun, jisung and leehan on the grass. i stood up about to go to them but stopped when i heard his cries

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"leehan please calm down" jaehyun said patting the crying boys back. he just cried even more "hyung, i cant take it anymore. why do i feel like this? why does my heart ache ever time i see them together? why does it hurt to see him with her? it was all fake but why does it hurt like it was real?" leehan said in between tears

jisung hugged the crying boy.

jaehyun sighed and looked up making eye contact with taesan. taesan shook his head signing him not to tell them he was there

jaehyun nodded

"i dont wanna feel like this at all." leehan says "hm?" jisung says "i dont wanna like him. it feels wrong." he pauses "I cant like him. i shouldnt like him."

leehan js cried and cried after that. taesan watched.

he wanted to hug the boy. but he couldnt. he wanted to tell him that leehan couldnt like him. but he couldnt. it would hurt him.

so he just watched.

right person, wrong timing am i right?

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TAESAN WAKE UP AND SEE THE SIGNS 💔

tryna make this story as emotional as possible lowkey, its fun to make myself cru while writing