𝗱𝗼𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 | 𝘀. 𝗷𝗮𝗸𝗲

𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘂𝗲

Some people say, "Don't believe what you see with your idol on TV."
 

And they were right. 

I experienced it with him. I used to be a fan of his.
 

[2 YEARS AGO]
 

"Omg! Is that Jake?!" Minji said. I looked in the same direction where she was looking, and I immediately gasped.
 

It's him!
 

Minji and I were a huge fan of him since our senior year. We were about to approach him to say hi, but she got called by the staff. We were at the TVL agency, and we were auditioning for the upcoming OST music video with Jake!

We didn't really come here for the music video; we just auditioned because Jake was coming. That's all that matters.
 

"Damn it," Minji mumbles.
 

I chuckled. "Don't worry, I will ask him for an autograph for you too." Her face lightened.
 

"Really?!" We both hugged each other like crazy fans. We're so overwhelmed with our excitement that people started to look at us weirdly but we don't really care.
 

Minji already went inside while I practiced what I should say to him. I'm literally talking to dust until I decide to shake it off and finally decide to approach him.
 

"Hi Jake." I awkwardly smile while waving.
 

He was wearing a white hoodie with shades on. He was talking to a staff member. He cleared his throat first as he excused the staff before shifting his attention to me.

I was dazed at his beauty when he slowly lowered his shades. I want to say something, but I can't! 

"Hello." He said.

Even his voice is handsome!

"H-Hi fan..I..I mean. I'm fan. I'm biggest fan of yours!" What the fuck is that?! Why am I stuttering so much?!

He slowly nodded, then smiled. I could feel my feet starting to weaken. It drives me crazy how he can affect me by just doing nothing.

"Is it okay..to have your autograph?" I ask.

"Yeah, sure." Without hesitation he grab the pen on the table and sign a signature.

"What's your name?"

I cleared my throat. "Hyein." He nod. He wrote down my name and three hearts!

"Are you auditioning for the music video?" I was too stunned to speak because I was not expecting him to engage in a conversation with me.
 

So this is the feeling during a meet-and-greet.
 

I nodded like a puppy. 
 

"Don't even bother." My smile immediately disappeared. 
 

"W-What?" I asked him with a confused face. He looked at me with a cold stare.
 

He smirk. "Why do you even bother?"
 

"Uhm..I—Just leave. Y'all are completely a waste of time. I will pick in the end anyways." He cut me off.
 

Why has he suddenly become rude?! Did I do something wrong?!
 

I was about to say something when someone interrupted me.

"Jake, the director is looking for you!"

He grabbed my wrist as he gave me the piece of paper with his autograph and said, "And you clearly don't fit my standards." 
 

I immediately went to the bathroom when tears started to form in my eyes.
 

Why's he so rude?! I didn't even do anything to him. 

Minji is already flooding me with text. She's already done with her audition. I tried to calm myself first before going out. Thankfully, my eyes weren't that red, so Minji didn't really notice.
 

"So?! How was it?!" 
 

"Bullshit. He's completely bullshit."
 
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 disclaimer

This novel is a work of fiction. Names, character, places, events, and incidents are either the product of author's imagination or used in fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

author's note

This novel is a first draft, meaning you will encounter lots of grammatical errors, spelling errors, etc.
 
I will also try to update every Saturday. I hope you will have fun while reading

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