WEIRDOOOOW'S NOTE: ADVANCE APOLOGY FOR POSSIBLE TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS, WRONG GRAMMING AND PLOT ERRORS... TRY READING ^____^
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"TEARS MAKE ME STRONGER.
AS COLD AS ICE, AS HARD AS ROCKS, AS SHARP AS THE KNIFE."
"SLEEP MAKES ME DANCE, SING AND ACT. SWEET AS SUGAR, CALM AS THE SKY AND FRAGILE AS WINE GLASS."
THAT IS ME...
SHE IS ME.
UNANG AKO
AME JILL CORPUZ'S Point Of View
"Merin, wag mo namang gawin sa akin to. kanina mo pa ako pinahahabol ng pinahahabol sayo. Parang awa mo na naman , pumasok ka na sa school!!"
Tsk,,, tskssss, at marami pang tskk... Nasa mall ako nngayon kasama ng bestfriend ko. I mean nandito ako sa mall habol habol ang best friend ko . I'm sure pupunta nanaman to sa may arcade, maglalaro, magliliwaliw, at kalaunan sinisiguradong ko.....
MAKIKIPAG_AWAY!! MAKIKIPAGBASAG-ULO nanaman to.
Tinitigan niya lang ako habang patuloy parin siya sa paglalakad. Ganyan ang trabaho ko sa kanya kapag nasa ganyan siyang estado. And when I say "nasa ganyang estado" it doesn't mean naman that she is a crazy girl need to be in a mental institution.
Her case is different. a lot different from other cases. Basta!! Malalaman niyo rin yun.
"Ui Merin tara na! Lagot nanaman ako nan sa mga prof naten e. they've been looking for you. ANO BA?!!!"
"......................." still no answer. Lakad lang siya ng lakad pero kanina sinubukan niya akong takbuhan nanaman.
"Kailangan mo nang umattend ng klase. If you can't come now pwede pa naman bukas but make sure you'll come to school tomorrow.", sabi ko sa kanya habang patuloy pa rin sa paghabol sa kanya. Bakit ba kasi ang vbilis nitong maglakad kahit hindi naman katangkaran.
" Merin. Bestie ko, Please naman. Three days ka nang hindi pumapasok at three days ka na ring palaboy laboy. Alam mo bang kung saan saan kitang hinanap? And for pete's sake Bestie, three days ka nang hindi natutulog!! ano bang balak mong gawin sa buhay mo ha?"
Sabog na ako sa kanya. i don't used to shout at her pero grabe na 'tong ginagawa niya sa sarili niya. It's too much for her.
Matapos ko siyang pagsalitaan, humarap lang siya sa akin na parang wala lang. tinitigan niya lang ako na parang hindi kami magkakilala. Mata sa mata.
If she is in her normal state. Yung ibang Merin she will not be able to do that. Hindi niya yun kayang gawin.
Ang tumitig na mata sa mata.
SHE IS NOT FOND OF EYE CONTACTS.
Marahil dahil na rin sa mga itinatago niya. In her Gray eyes lies her deepest secrets. Kapag sinubukan mo nang pumasok sa mga mata niya, hindi ka na makakaahon.
At dahil doon, siya na rin ang unang bumawi ng tingin.
Sinimulan na niya akong talikuran na para nanamang bingi,
" ANO BA MERIN!!!!! " ,wala na. Tuluyan na akong sumigaw sa gitna ng mall.
" If you're already tired of chasing me for this whole fucking three days, better get your hands out of my situation. YOU. BETTER. GO. HOME. MS. CORPUZ!!", with emphasis sa Ms. Corpuz, I feel chills run through my bones. Parang hindi kami magkakilala kunfg umasta siya. Parang hindi kami naging magkababata. Parang isa lang akong hangin na patuloy siyang sinusundan. Alam ko. She didn't mean it.
May problema lang siya talaga ngayon. Kaya dapat ko lang muna siyang intindihin. AJA!!! Kaya mo 'to Jill! Para sa ikabubuti ng Bestie mo!
"MERIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!! HIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!"
"Will you stop that fucking mouth or I'll let you--Hey are you suppose to do??"
'OUTCHHHHHHH!", then she already passed out.
End of Merin's First Self
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