Hello everyone! I know I didn't post yesterday but that's because I didn't really do anything. All I really did was wake up and watch tv all day. I was so tired that I felt like I couldn't even get up.But I'm doing alright now. I even got to see the northern lights! It was so pretty! Well is as them from my friends and she sent my photos because I missed it but oh well. I'm awake and ready to start my day today!
I also wanna say Happy Mother's Day to all those mothers out there! You guys do so much for us kids and I really wanna say thank you to you for raising us.
To all those bad mothers out there I wanna say do better. I get yall want your child to be good and do things your way. But they aren't like you. They don't have the same exact mind as you. Your just to stuck in your past or to worried about the future that you won't let your child do anything they wanna do.
Anyway, let's talk about my day hm? I woke up around 8:00-8:30am. I laid in bed for a good hour or so then I realized I gotta make something for my mother and take shower. I wanna do something special for her just like she's always done something special for me. Even if she's not the perfect mother, she has also never been the worst. I love my mother and that will never change. I wanna help and do so many things for her but I can only do so much to help because I don't know how to do much.
I decided to take a quick shower and get dressed, knowing that me and momma were gonna go somewhere for the day.
We are gonna go to me Memaw's (grandma) for Mother's Day today.
Before we went up there we got carters coffee. Only my town has it from what I know of. It's a good coffee shop where we can get a lotus and coffee and so much more. I got a laffy taffy lotus with vanilla boba. After me and momma got our drinks we went to KFC then went off on our way to my grandmas.
We laughed, sang, yelled, and even screamed out our songs in the car. It was hilarious and so much fun! I'm glad I get to hang out with my mother today! Me and her sang in the car for a good hour or so until we got there.
Once we arrived we talked and hung out for a while! Once we hung out I ran out down the road to my uncle's to say hi to my aunt and him. The kids weren't there so I ran back with my aunt to say hi. They almost knocked me over from running up and hugging me.
I'm so glad I was able to say hi to my family! I've missed them so much! I feel so happy, I haven't been able to see them in ages. Now that my mother has a bf our family has grown. I'm used to a small family so I always back out of James's family events because I'm not a huge fan of a lot of people. Do I love them? Yes. Do I wanna be around them? Yes. But am I used to the big family? No. I wanna see my family again. My small family and have fun with me own flesh and blood you know? I wanna stay to tradition and stay the same!
But once we moved in with James and we joined his whole family group I felt depressed because I've missed my own family to much. When I get older I think imma stick to the family tradition again and go to my own actually family and not really go to James's side. Will I visit them? I mean ofc I will because their family! But I'm gonna see me family more because of how much I missed out on.
I need my family, my flesh and blood. Without them I'm nothing but a depressed bitch. A chicken running around with its head cut off. But in my situation, it's my heart cut out and my mind racing on a race car track. It hurts.
But enough about me venting! It's Mother's Day!!
A time to be happy with family and build up my social battery! To build up my happiness again!
I hung around the living room with my cousins for a while before my mom walked in with a huge feather. We were feathered collectors so ofc we take them whenever we see a good one.
I went outside and saw everyone, I said hi to the others in the small neighborhood my family loved in.
That was until I Hurd a scream and a huge North American racer snake came slithering up.
My cousin Wyatt came in grabbed it and threw it in the woods. The snake was absolutely gorgeous when I saw it up close.
After we stayed there for a while we said our goodbyes and went on our way. We stopped by Sam's to get groceries and then went to James's family.
Today was actually really fun and I'm glad I got to see so many of my family members. It brings joy to my heart to see them all!
I hope you all had a good Mother's Day!! I love you all!!
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