Stardust And Scars

Another Day Like Others.

"You have 10 minutes before we close the doors!" As the incharge yell from the speaker. Ponies rush out, to their respective halls and rooms. Stellalys or Stella for short, wakes up as usual sighing. She grabs her belongings and heads to her hall.

It was a huge hall maybe around 100 students each respectively . Stella hurries being late to her hall. The headmaster was taking record of students.

"Late. Late as usual Miss Stella. Go to your seat as usual. When will you learn to arrive early? Maybe you'd probably never will learn to."
Stella hurries to her seat, avoiding the gossip of the students.
She sighs, knowing she could never escape this routine.

"Today we have a new teacher. With kind due Welcome them and do not disrespect and be kind to them."

A pony with a faded brown mane, a faded pink and black pokka dot dress, with a wand (which is allocated to every teacher) enters the hall.

"Please sit down! Greetings my fellow students! Call me Ms Lessline for short!

"Alright ! Let us start with everyone's introductions!"

The students started introducing each other to Lessline as it finally came to Stella's turn..
"Ah!The girl in the left corner! You haven't introduced yourself!"

Uh-oh,Stella wasnt good at this. Doubting what to do, she stood up.

"S-stella.." As she stammered. She didnt like her classmates looks on her. She didnt like anyone seeing her like this.

"Stella..? Kindly introduce your full name please? You can do it!"

"Stellalys Rivena Celest." She felt so embarrassed to say her own name. It didnt feel right for her.

The students giggled at her for thos as usual.
"Shush! Ah stella! Not much of a talker eh? I understand you dont wanna talk now. Sit down."

Stella sighs as she sat down. She hated when someone pointed or mentioned her in the class. She felt as if she were invisible. Atleast she was grateful this teacher understood her and let her go unlike the other teachers.

The teacher takes the class for the rest of the period. As the class ends, the other fellow ponies rush to break , happy that it ended.

Stella stood up slowly, and headed back to her dorm. Luckily it was a 2 hour break for friday! She sat on her bed, gazing out the window and viewing the gardens.

Stella took her notebook, using her horn to write her experience.

"It sucks to have the same experience over and over again."
She mumbled to herself.

As the break finished she head to her class.

This was quite the challenging one. She had to join a group. Other students formed groups. Stella was left alone, not knowing what to do.

"Can't you get along with others??"
"It's not that hard."
The teacher was annoyed at her for not getting along with others and being alone.

"I'm sorry. I'd be in a group next class I'm sure! Please, just can I be alone in this class?" Stella pardons the teacher.
"You are such a stubborn pony! Fine your wish. I dont care what you do anymore its not my business. "

Stella sighs. She did not like this. She felt like as if there were some portal to be there to escape this from. Everytime she felt this experience she felt overwhelmed.

But there was nothing to do. Afterall, she felt like she deserved this.

She did her project alone.The students looked at the weirdly as if they were judging her. Or so as she felt.

30 minutes passed by. The students were doing a better job than her. She looked at project.Hers looked like as if a kid was better than her.
She had the experience of comparing herself to others.

The class finally finished. Everyone submitted theirs. She submitted hers too.

There were others classes. Stella was normally good at lectures and studies. But she did not excell well in activities unlike her peers.

It was lunch now. Stella found a seat alone, sat there. She felt like she wanted to skip when she felt extremely hungry. There were rice balls, bowl of soup and some rice creeps for her to choose. She skipped the rice balls.Had few rice creeps.

"Ah finally way to faint. I feel like I deserve it." As she thought to herself.
But she didn't faint. She was dizzy but didnt faint.
She was sort of disappointed.

After lunch there were some classes.
According to her some were boring, some were interesting.
Finally the classes finished in the evening.

Stella head to the washroom, she quickly went to the stalls sobbing quietly so no one could hear her. It was too overwhelming. She had thoughts of apologizing for everything for even for her existence. She wiped her tears away, washed her face and headed back to the dorm.

There was an unknown feeling within her. 'Why was she always sad over small things? Did she deserve this?'
She asked this to herself.

At night she head out to buy dinner. Her favorite was Cup Noodles. It was quite tasty.

Then she read some books over and over again.

Finally at 12 AM, she head to bed.

This is a day in her life every day. But is there any change that was gonna take place..?