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Clarissa was sat on a seat , in the waiting room nervously as she was seated next to her mother . Lainie wasn't mad at her daughter.
She was disappointed that she wasn't careful enough . Lainie understood if her daughter wanted an abortion .
The blonde teenager was quiet and Lainie knew why . So she didn't stress her out.
"Clarissa Jensen ?" A nurse called and the blonde looks towards her mother. "Do you want me with you ?" She asks .
Clary nodded with a small smile and Lainie sent a reassuring one back and got up from her seat ,
And the two of them followed the nurse. Lainie held her daughter's hand .
Which kept Clarissa slightly more calmer.
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To everyone's surprise , Hannah and Clary were walking alongside one another giggling just as they overheard Marcus and Zach talk.
"Oh, my God, dude, this shit is crazy!" Marcus exclaimed as Hannah walks to her locker with Clary. "Today, I am wearing lacy black underwear with the sole purpose of knowing that I am wearing it". I wonder who's the skank who wrote this!"
"I don't even know what this means." Zach admits.
"It's a bitch who's been burned. I know that.'
Hannah walks away from her locker with Clary following where Zach and Marcus were across from, still talking about the poem that she knew had been hers.
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"It's her writing." Jessica told Courtney as Hannah and Clary walks into the classroom,, "I can totally recognise it."
"Why would she write something like this?" Courtney asked, "So humiliating."
"Well I like it." Clary said and Hannah sent a small smile . "It shows confidence , which you don't have." She told Courtney.
"It had been brought to my attention that Ryan's publication now includes poetry." The teacher stood in front of the class."And since we're doing sonnets this semester, I thought I would take a minute to praise the work of this poet."
"Hannah." Marcus coughed out, causing the class to laugh.
"There's a sort of naked vulnerability to it that I like. It's quite intimate." The teacher continued on, the kids laughing and Clary gave Hannah a sympathy look. Which she avoided, "Intimate is not a dirty word." She continues to read. "Today, I am wearing lacy black underwear for the sole purpose of knowing...,"
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Clary was stood with Monty who was laughing with Zach as Bryce Walker was getting the tickets from Hannah Baker.
The Jocks and herself alongside Jessica was at crestmont and Clary who was texting Jeff on her phone .
Once Hannah Gave Bryce the tickets , Monty made his way over to her and lift up his shirt . "Miles and miles of skin."
Clary looked up and scoffed pulling Monty away from her. "Leave her alone !" She snapped as the others laughed .
Monty chuckled and threw his arm over her shoulders and they walked inside the movie theatre.
Leaving Hannah feeling embarrassed and frustrated .
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Clary took the pill and placed it in her mouth. Swallowing it with a glass of water before resting on her back. Holding her mother's hand which she took for comfort. "Some patience like to listen to music." The doctor says she soon placed her ear phones in , listening to. "young and beautiful."
She was slowly blocking her mind from reality at that moment .
"All you will feel is a little pinch . Okay ?" The doctor said and she nodded before a gasp left her lips .
Struggling to hold back tears. Deep down , she knew it was a right thing to do . But she found out there will be a few side affects.
She kept ahold of her mothers hand And she slowly started to relax.
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Clay walk into the house, looking at his parents who sat at the table by the front door.
"I'm sorry .... I'm really -" Clay spoke . "Tony and I had a talk , and we lost Track of time , and I know it's not really like me , believe me."
Matt pulled his son into a hug . "Oh god , I must be in huge trouble."
"No." Lainie denied. "But next time , a text would be appreciated before you go and not on the way home." She told Clay.
"No , right , of course , I couldn't reach my phone for a while . But yeah." Clay agreed. "And you can ground me for a month."
"No groundings." Matt said. "We're just glad you're alive."
"Me too dad." Clay said . "Where's clary ?" He asks and the parents look towards each other. "In her room , she had a stressful day today ..."
Clay grew confused . "Is she okay ?" He asks slightly concerned. "Yes , she's fine , she just needs time for herself."
Clay nodded and made his way up the stairs and towards clary's room , knocking on the door before slightly opening it. "Clar ?" He asks
Clary sniffled and wiped her tears away as she slowly sat up from her bed. "You okay ?" He asks.
She forced a smile. "I'm fine," she lied through her teeth and he looks towards her buzzing phone. "Aren't you going to get that ?" He asks.
She shook her head. "No,"
It was quiet for a while. "Can you stay and sleep In my room tonight ?" She asks and he softened with a head nod.
"Let me just go and get changed , I'll be back ," reassured her and she nodded.
Clary watched as her older brother left to go into his room , she signed declining Monty's call again . She didn't want to speak to him.
At that moment , she just wanted to be with her brother , like she was that scared little girl thinking there were monsters underneath her bed.
And she'd stay in clays room after he assured her there was no monsters.
But at that moment , she was her own worst enemy , what she decided to do today , made her feel terrible and guilty.
She felt like a murderer , of a person that wasn't able to live or have a chance to.
