𝐌𝐀𝐅𝐈𝐀'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄 | 𝐉𝐉𝐊

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Y/N'S POV-

I could feel his gaze on me and I swear my skin felt heated everywhere his eyes roamed.

I knew I needed to tell him to f#ck off, to get away from me, but I couldn't seem to get the thoughts to my mouth. And I wasn't even sure that I meant them.

And then his hand was reaching out, his finger snagging my chin, forcing it up so he could look at my face. I didn't have to see myself to know what he saw when he looked at me right then. I could feel the flush to my cheeks and the heaviness to my eyelids.

"You like to watch, huh, Love?" he asked, voice smooth and deep, a sound that washed over me.

My lips parted, and some sound did come out, the beginning of an objection, surely. But it didn't quite escape me.

Jungkook's thumb moved out, stroking along my lower lip for a second before he released me.

"I like to touch more." he told me. And just like that, his arm was plunging under the water, and his big hand was sliding between my thighs, stroking up my slick and aching cleft.

I knew I needed to push him away, that this kind of thing was only going to complicate things, make it harder for me to set much-needed boundaries.

My thighs parted for him, resting against the cold sides of the tub as his finger started to stroke up, teasing around the edge of my clit, but not quite touching it.

"Did you see how hard you made me?" he asked, the pad of his finger dipping down with his words, doing a quick pass over my clit, but moving right away even as my breath caught at the hint of pleasure.

"Do you know how difficult it's been," he started, doing light strokes over my clit.

"to wake up to you draped over me in the morning?" he asked as my breathing got faster and more shallow.

"How I have to keep my hands to myself when what I want to do is tear off your panties and slip inside you," he told me.

"Like this." he added as two of his fingers thrust inside me, making a surprised moan escape me.

My muscles clenched around him, making a low groan escape him.

"One day, if you make the same mistake like this again, You'll first remember this before stepping out of our mansion." he told me just before his fingers started to thrust.

He thrusted with his fingers until my hips were writhing against his touch, until my whimpers became loud moans.

His fingers got rougher and more demanding as I got closer and closer, my walls tightening around him as he pushed me toward that edge that, with one more little push, would send me free-falling into oblivion.

"Nope." he said, his fingers slipping out of me.

"If you want to come, Y/N, you're going to come around my dick." he told me, shooting me a devilish smirk as he pulled his hand out of the water, then made his way back toward the bedroom.

Alone, the embarrassment had a weak, pathetic whimper escaping me as my hands rose, covering my face, not sure how the hell I was ever going to be able to face the man again after that.

"Damnit damnit damnit!!" I grumbled to myself, opening the drain, and sitting there until the tub emptied completely while calling myself any number of things, but all of them having to do with being a complete freaking idiot.

Cold and frustrated, I toweled off. Then took a really long time to lotion, brush and braid my hair, do my skin routine, then finally get dressed for bed.

Long enough had passed that I figured there was no way Jungkook could possibly still be awake. I cracked the door and listened, hearing the steady, deep breathing that said I was right.

Then I ran right the hell out of there and down the stairs to curl up on the couch instead. I flicked on the TV to drown out the voices in my head, then curled up and went to sleep.

But what did I do?. I dreamed of him, of course.

Right before we got to the really interesting part of the dream, though, I felt hands grabbing me, leaving me to wake up with a gasp to find myself being lifted up into Jungkook's arms yet again.

"Stubborn ass..." he mumbled as he cradled me to his chest.

"Put me down, Jungkook." I demanded, voice sharp.

"No."

"Put. Me. Down." I demanded, emphasizing each word with a jolt of my body, hoping he'd get annoyed and put me onto my own feet again.

But, nope. This was Jungkook we were talking about. In his giant arms, I might as well have been a flailing toddler.

"You sleep in our bed. We've been over this," he told me, walking toward the stairs. "I don't give a f#ck if your ego is bruised, you sleep next to me."

"My ego is not bruised," I grumbled, leaning as far away from his chest as I could get with how hard he was holding onto me, even if a small part of me wanted to lean in and take a deep breath of the body wash that smelled just like his cologne that was clinging to his skin.

"Fine. Then you're in a pissy-ass mood because I wouldn't continue. Whatever way you want to put it." he said with a teasing smile.

"Don't flatter yourself, Jungkook." I told him, bitterness slipping into my words.

"I bet you would be singing a different tune if I ripped off your panties and started to do things only I can do with you."

"Yeah, that's not going to happen." I said, shooting him a saccharine smile.

"I bet if I slipped my fingers into your cunt right now, you'd be dripping for me."

"Feel free to imagine any sort of absurd situations you want, Jungkook. I want absolutely nothing to do with you." I told him, tone seething. It was a nasty enough sound that he looked taken aback by it.

"We'll see about that." Jungkook said, dropping me down onto the bed, then going around to climb into his side.

We each turned our backs on each other.

And as I lay there not sleeping. I couldn't see any way around it.

'I thought I freaking lost the love of my love.' His words kept on echoing in my mind as i tried to sleep.

The way he kissed me under the rain....

I saw something in his eyes before he kissed me...

wtf y/n. Shut your damn thoughts.

I shouldn't fall in love with him. Because I was pretty sure I hated him then more than I did when he'd been threatening to murder my Brothers and the rest of my family in front of me if I didn't agree to marry him.

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