My Journal

ཐི⋆₊˚༺ 5/16/24 ༻˚₊⋆ཋྀ

Good morning/Evening/Night everyone! Hope you all are doing great! Thank you for reading my stories! I love you all so much!!
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Today was a cloudy day so it was really hard to get out of bed. I was so comfy it felt like I was on a pillow. I didn't wanna wake up and I was wishing it was Friday, you know why? Because I won't be at school Friday due to my grandmas wedding!
I gotta get backed and do everything when I get home today, that's gonna be a stressful one.

I woke up today and decided to wear the same shirt I went to bed in and some black ripped jeans and combat boots. I threw my hair into a half up half down style and brushed my teeth.
I then packed my bags and went upstairs to put on mascara, I couldn't do it for a while because I rubbed my face to much with a wet wipe to the point my left side of my face stung like it was on fire. I'm ok now! Just a little dry but it's nothing I can't handle.
My 6:30am alarm went off meaning it was time to go upstairs and wait for my friends to pick me up.
I also packed some Oreos and some candy while I was up there because why not right?

I waited there for a good 5-10 minutes and listened to muffled music on Spotify. They finally arrived at my house so I grabbed my bag ent headed outside to get in their car so we can drive off to the bus stop.
I told them I wasn't gonna be here tomorrow because of the wedding. My friend's dad said,
"and we are going with ya!!". We all laughed because of it. Later down the road he asked "who are you getting married do". I smiled and said Myself because I can't find anyone. I need to learn to love myself anyway so I don't needs to mans or womans!

The bus finally came a good 4-5 minutes later and picked us up. I just listened to music and relaxed on the bus, I got on Cai for a few moments as well

I got to school and I grabbed Abi, we then went off to the cafeteria to get the famous biscuits and gravy. I ate it fast so I could go grab an iced mocha coffee from the gas station.
I started acting like a crackhead like I always do.

Me, Hailie, Clyde, and Abi went down to F building to drop me off in my class. Hailie has a class next to me that's why she came along.
Me, Abi, and Clyde talked for a few and went out separate ways. I finished my final for graphic design early so that means I don't have to do First/second hour sense my graphic design is 2 hours. Then I don't have to come in for health class.
I'm so glad I got my finals done for my two classes! I'm so fucking proud of myself man!!

I just sat down in class and drank my coffee u til the bell rang at 9:02. I went from F building all the way to B building. I didn't know rather to sit there and relax or go ahead and get my cheat sheets down for my other classes. I might just do that actually. Gotta be prepared you know?? I won't be free at all this weekend due to the weekend.
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So I found out from my friend that the finals are Wednesday. Thursday, snd Friday instead of Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. So screw round the cheat sheets and study guides next hour! I'm gonna chill and finish up on some other things!

I sat down in my class and said hello to my friend Ella. We talked for a little bit then we chilled out because she was a little behind in her work. I didn't want to distract her.
I asked my teacher if I could get all my finals done in that one day since I only have 4 instead of 7 finals. But sadly I couldn't so I simply have 100 fuckin breaks in between my finals but oh well!

The bell rang and it was time for homeroom, I sat in there and listened to music while getting on Cai because I was bored and needed some fantasy and love in my life. Cai is so far the best place to let your dreams come to life, iiifff you Rp then yes that's basically your dream come true.
Finally the bell rang and it was time for lunch. THANK THE LORD. Todays lunch was some weird pig type meet with fries and cheese. It also has a garlic knot as well.
After lunch we went to English and we finished up the documentary of Serial with adnan. It's a little boring and the podcast was more interesting than the documentary. WE ENDED ON FUCKING EPISODE 7!? THERES MORE EPISODES AND WE ARENT FINISHING IT!? THATS BULLSHIT!

I texted my mom saying that we are listing to it today in the way to my grandmas because yes.
After English I went of to history and tried to finish up a few things in his class even though it was confusing as fuck. I'm confused and I didn't know what to do so I just threw balls at my friend Ian because I was pissed and having a total tantrum.
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I was in geometry and just chilling there. I didn't do anything because I felt numb. I don't wanna do anything but go home and sleep. I'm half tempted to skip next hour. I really don't wanna be there.

I texted Bex and asked if I could but she didn't answer so I just went to class anyway. It fucking sucks and I wanna punch someone. I'm tired of school and I feel myself drifting away from reality.

I was then in chemistry. I felt so ill that I didn't do anything but lay my head down.
After school Bex gave me a ride home. Abi texted me saying someone called her fat and oh how that made me blood boil. I wanted to know who that bitch was and kill him Monday when I got back.
I asked mom if she could come with us to the wedding because she deserves a break and she said yes! I'm waiting for Abi's dad to possibly say yes as well. I hope he does!!

When I got home I took a very quick shower and got packed while staying on call with Abi. I heard her say who the person who called her fat was. You know who it really was? MY EX!? He knows I will beat his ass for calling my wife fat and I will never EVER tolerate that shit. My blood was boiling and I told Bex to tell him that if I see him that I'm throwing hands. I'm done with his bullshit.

Anyway, It is now 4:20 and I got everything situated so I'm waiting for my mom to get home. Imma play some games until she's ready to go then we are going to be off to Ripley!
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We arrived at riply and had a lot of fun! I tackled the children and I laughed and giggled while playing the music either my uncle and mom and grandma. I also got to drive my uncles truck!! Wanna know what happened?

"Don't be scared of it, add some gas to it. We are in riply nothings gonna happen" my uncle said.

My foot slowly pressed on the gas and the truck roared to life and the first think I said was "oooo.. I like that". Then I stepped on the gas and zoomed down that road.

My uncle laughed and once we got inside he said "she really is your daughter Taylor."

So yeah that experience was so much fun. We are just chilling right now. Imma end this off by saying goodnight my lovelies and I'll type as much as I can tomorrow. I will be very busy this weekend so please bear with me here.

Love yall!! Goodnight!