The one who doesn't lie

Chapter 7

We climb into his truck and had to the Walmart that's about 15 minutes away. Normally their stuff is cheap and I don't want to spend a whole bunch of money on little things right now. "Don't you think we should talk?" Axel says pulling me out of writing a list of stuff I want to get.

"About what?" I ask him. I know about what. I just don't want to talk about it.

"This morning." He says bluntly. "There's nothing to talk about. I'm sorry I did that. It's just been a very, very long time for me." I say to him looking at him so he knows I'm telling the truth.

"Okay. Who was it that interrupted us then?" He asks me.

"Why all the questions Axel?" I say with a little more harshness than I meant to. "I was just making conversation." He says to me. Rolling my eyes toward him so he knows I'm getting annoyed. "My lawyer." I say to him with nothing else behind it to back up. "Divorce finalized?" He asks me. Kinda seems like he has hope in his eyes that I'll say yes, which I did. "That's good." He says back to me. Then without another word until we get to the store. Letting me finish up my list of things I want to get and distracting myself from staring at him.

My divorce had just gotten finalized today, i don't know what I was thinking doing anything with anybody. Dancing at the club is one thing but having a full on make out session in the shower I was about to cum just by him kissing my neck. Maybe I should get myself a toy. Then I wouldn't want to fuck Axel anymore.

We finally arrived at Walmart, it took a little longer than usual because of the traffic. I already got a bed frame in the cart, some little fake house plants, an alarm clock, and so much more. "Uh. There's one more thing that I need but I honestly don't want you to see me buy it." I say to Axel looking straight ahead like somebody else was more interesting. "What is it?" He asks me confused.

"Can you just like go out to the truck and I'll meet you there?" I ask him looking him in the eyes this time. "No if you can't buy it with me here then don't buy it." Why does he always have to be such an asshole all the time. "Fine." I say as I walk down to where the feminine hygiene products were. Knowing exactly what I wanted but there were so many options. Vibrating dildo, adjustable dildo, a dildo that literally fucks you and vibrates. That's the one. I grab that dildo and smile at him then walk away to go to the self checkout.

"If you want sex that bad, I'm right here." He whispers into my ear as he's walking behind me. I pick up my pace ignoring him as if I didn't hear him. I get all checked out and back to the truck. Excited to get home not just because of my new toy but to get away from Axel.

"I know you heard me in there?" He said as he's pulling out of the parking lot.

"I did." I mumble looking out the window at all the other vehicles.

"Then why'd you buy it?" Axel asks. If this guy can't get more dumb.

"Axel, I just got divorced today. I don't need to be having sex with anybody and I sure as hell don't want to catch feelings for anybody. I'm good on my own." I now say looking into his eyes. I'm getting a bit frustrated at how much he's in my business at this point. My arms are cross and my fists are together, my anger building making my whole body heat. Am I mad or embarrassed?

"Who said anything about feelings?" He says as cool as a cucumber. "Umm. Um I guess nobody, but it's not like I've ever had a one night stand before or anything. I've had sex with one man my whole life. I don't know if I could have sex without catching feelings to be honest." I say to him looking back down at my feet. I guess it's embarrassment now.

Maybe I should just go to the club and find somebody to hook up with so that way I know if I'll catch feelings before sleeping with Axel. Yep that's what I'm going to do. It's 6pm now I'll leave around 8 so that way when I get back home everybody will be asleep.

Axels pov : it's 10pm and j still isn't home, she wouldn't even tell me where she went. I've messaged her but no response back. I've been laying in bed waiting for my room to light up with headlights to let me know she's home. Everybody is in bed so now it's just me and my phone. I can't get Jacquelyn out of my head. The shower was so hot I want more. I want her. Thinking of her instantly makes me hard. I pull my shorts down enough to let it out. How can one girl make me so hard that it hurts? I start rubbing it up and down and groan quietly. Thinking about how tight she will be when I finally fuck her. Thinking about how she tasted earlier this morning and how she moaned so good when I barely even touched her.

It doesn't take long with those thoughts for me to cum everywhere, more than I ever had before. As soon as I get done cleaning myself off I see the headlights. It's10 till 11, looking out my window to see that it's actually her. I see her with a guy laughing, she's definitely tipsy by the way she was walking. Is she really bringing a guy home right now? After this morning? The guy was a little shorter than I was with blonde hair, too long for my liking. He was thin with barely any muscle. Why did she even like that guy?

I can see her laughing with his hand on her ass. How I wanted to break that hand. Making out, laughing, making out. My hands are in fists it feels like my fingers are going to break from how hard I'm squeezing. I'm angry, no I'm pissed.

I hear her giggling all the way up the stairs. I go to storm out and when I grab the knob I hear her say "you'll have to leave right after. No number exchanging, just sex" then kissing again. I let go of the knob. If that's all she wanted why wouldn't she have come to me. I thought she couldn't have a one night stand anyway.

I sit back down on my bed, my chest is constricted. I can barely breathe. I'm jealous. I want that to be me. I want her to cum because of me. Not because of some random guy. I can hear her moaning from the other room, not like the walls are that thick. The more I hear the more I get angry. I turn on my tv distracting myself from the noise. Finally after an hour of hearing it. I go to the bathroom and turn on the light. I hear shuffling and her saying "thanks for the good time." Thanks for the good time? What the fuck was that. And with that the front door clicks closed and the guy leaves.

Should I go knock on the door, or just go in there? Should I leave it alone? My head is pounding with all the questions banging around in there. I can't think about it anymore, I walk into her bedroom without a knock or another sound. Just swung the door wide open. "Why would you bring a guy here?" I ask her trying to keep my cool.

"Oh my god Axel you scared me. What the fuck." She says. Ignoring my question. This time I walk closer to her. "Why the hell would you bring a guy here?" I ask again. Getting more angry the more I think about it. Looking down at the bed knowing he was there fucking her. Their sweat their cum all over the bed.

"Axel it's none of your business. I'm sorry if I woke you." She said. Really that's why she thinks im mad. I walk up to her so I'm just inches away from her face. Looking her dead in the eyes. "I don't want you sleeping with anybody." I say to her being vulnerable and as nice as I can be.

"I'm single I can do what I want. It's not like he'll be back again. A dipped my toe in the one night stand." She says. Rubbing it in my face that she just got fucked.

"You smell like sex. If you wanted a one night stand you should've come to me." As I say this I stand back up and walk toward the bathroom. "Shower so you don't smell like a whore." Surprising myself as the words come out but knowing I can't take them back. I walk back into my room without another word. Why would I call her a whore. Kicking myself for letting that slip out.