awake
my thoughts keep me awake on this late night, these thoughts are so confusing and they're scaring me I'm losing this fight.
i think some are mostly lies and the rest could even be true, and these deadly thoughts seem to be all about you.
everything feels so hazy, so violet. i feel like i'm spinning but in slow motion. i close my eyes as i feel the room spinning.
if i open my eyes this room might suddenly turn this violet colour around me, and so will everything that surrounds me.
my mind will turn violet and so will my thoughts and words.
everything will become...
violet.
