Chapter 19
So I asked and he just pulled me on his lap and looked at me dead in the eyes "Why are you always in my mind?" I blinded several times before giving a "I don't know" response.
"You are just this pest I can't seem to get rid off, and I want to use alternative methods but this shitty ass leg prevents me from doing so" I looked at him dumfounded by his statement. Did he just say that... Nevermind... I'm sure your mind is doing it's dirty thinking, yeah I'm sure it is. I agreed with the voice in my head.
Yeah I do have a voice in my head it's just that, it's a very quiet voice, but on other occasions like these it's very apparent.
"You, I want myself inside you, I want my name coming out of mouth, I want to hear you cry out my name I want hear you begin for mercy yet I want to be the only one you love, I want you to cry on my shoulder, laughing, smiling and just admiring you and all of you. I want you all to myself Amber and I don't want anyone else. All I wanted to do was love you but you just didn't see that. All you did was hurt me emotionally and mentally, yet by a miracle I still want to love you"
I looked at him while my eyes stared to water up a bit from his confession. I was starting to see him in that light but I didn't want to bother him in that manner. But I guess I didn't take the time to think that he might want a relationship like that.
"Hunter I do see you that way and I do feel the way you do now-" "Then why didn't you say so?" He said cutting me off. "I didn't want to hurt you again, I didn't want to burden you or make you feel sempathy for me liking you and you not doing the same." I said recalling the time when I nearly fell but he caught me in the process. He looked at my glossy eyes and held me gently by the chin and pulling me closer to his face leaving just an inch of space between us.
"You should have said something to me, I would have understood you, Amber."
"I'm sorry I didn't say anything, but I just feared that you still don't want me in your life if I were to say something"
"How? Even if I wanted you out of my life I wouldn't even think about letting you leave, let alone me cutting you out of my life."
I looked at him with a tear streaming down my cheek as he used his thumb to wipe the tear. He used his thumb to form small circles on my cheek. "You are never leaving my side, you understand?" I nodded my head in response, to which he returned his hand back to my chin and his lips landed on mine. The warmth that came with him sent shivers down my spine and I could feel the goosebumps forming on my arms. I never actually expected him to just forgive me completely.
I always thought that he would forgive me after some time but it really took from me was a confession.
I returned the kiss to which he deepend the kiss, practically just melting me in his arms and taking my breath. He let go giving me the moment to breath and returned to kissing me, he kissed my bottom lip asking for enters to which I gave, and this one truly took me away. I could feel the love in that kiss we shared and I was sure that he felt the same.
I felt like forever the moment we let go of each other. It felt like we could stay like that forever but all good things must come to an end. I shyly walked out of his office with his gaze still on me when I closed the door.
I walked back to the kitchen to finish off my usual duties, I went back up to my bedroom, took a shower, a very long and cold shower cooling my mind off. I dried my hair with a towel and wore a thong getting ready for bed, tucking myself in and replayed all the things that occured between him and I.
And there darkness over took me and I let the dreams take me away.
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1 week later
"Hunter the physician said he's on his way to check up on how far your wond is healing, ok?" I said coming into his line of sight, just to ensure that he heard me.
"Ok love. Now get over here." He said with his left hand drawing me in his embrace. "My sister's coming today." he said after kissing the crown of my head. "Really?? I'm not dressed appropriately, I mean sure she has seen me in my most unruly moments but I need to make a much more fitting impression on her." I said getting up from the couch but he pulled me down back to his chest.
"Woman relax, you look just fine. She has seen you in your worst appearance's, hasn't she? So why should it matter now that your mine?" Point taken.
"Fine but still, I feel nervous because well... we're dating and I it's like I'm meeting the family again, but it's for the first time."
"You'll get over it when she comes here. She knows now that your mine, and she just had mixed reactions to it." I was just about to reply when the physician can in.
"Mr.Crown. I am here to check on your leg." He said coming in with a brown and glasses that fit his face and an unusual pale skin. He looked like he belonged in a vampire movie, with his hazel eyes, a jaw that can cut glass, slim cheeks and him being really tall was an understatement. He could qualify to play basketball.
"Well you healed up as quickly as I expected. You'll be fine to walk without the use of crutches or any band-aids anymore." The physician said with a smirk on his face.
"Ugh, finally."
"Ok stand up and let's see if you can manage or get a walking stick to help you."
Hunter followed the physicians instructions but stumbled a bit but he was quickly caught by the physician and I, to which he dried again but still failed. "Mmm. Looks like you'll need a walking stick."
"Well I guess it's better than crutches right." I said since his expression was more irritated and upset. He responded with an 'mmm' sound which caused the physician to shake his head. "You never seem to amaze me."
"And what do you mean by that?" Hunter asked with his arms crossed and a raised brow. "It means that you are never lost that child in you." He said packing his stethoscope and took the crutches with him walking out, earning an eye roll from Hunter.
"(Scoff) Damn physician." Hunter said when he heard the door close.
"And we need to get you a nice walking mister." I said walking to the kitchen to prepare a meal, getting ready for his sisters arrival. And making extra just in case.
YOU ARE READING
From cheater to sweet mafia
Teen FictionThe story is imaginary This book is about a woman who has to deal with her past and find ways to find true love from the person she hurt, twists and turns may come their way but they stick together through thick and thin.