My Dearest,

It was late June 2021.

Quarantine hits hard, 2021 wasn't easy for me, and i bet it wasn't easy for all of us, the boredom hits me hard over and over again, i seriously don't know what to do with my life except playing video games 24/7 with my friends and do discord calls every single day, but thankfully online social media exist. At the very beggining of June i met this guy on TikTok well u can say he's those typicall Jakarta fboys you'll meet at Blok M but oh well who cares about that. A little random facts i'm an extrovert, got very bored easily, and always want something new or challenges, so when i met this guy a little excitement in my body sparks up "Yes!! There's someone new to chat with in this boring ass quarantine" It's a little dumb funny part of me but it's important, you'll see later. Well let's call this new guy i knew from TikTok 'F', F is the one who dm me first on TikTok.

"Hey what's ur name?"
"Ooh hey u can just call me Kae"
"Uhh i'm kinda shy to ask u this"
"It's okayy, what do u wanna ask?"
"Can i get ur phone number... It's really okayy if u don't want to thoughh"
"It's alr, it's 08..."

Just a simple short dm makes us continue texting at WhatsApp, well we exhanged photos everyday, telling eachother what our activities today but i could say we just didn't match, we just couldn't 'click'. I don't know is it because we met online and he looks like someone who text every girls he sees on his TikTok fyp but we just didn't match. And while writing this i'm glad we didn't.

At the end we didn't match, i don't even know what he is doing right now cause after we stopped texting i just never reached out to him again, and so does he. But even though the ending wasn't so Romeo & Juliet he filled up my boredom at June 2021 specifically Late June 2021. You can say in my head there was only him, oh no actually no.

At June 2021 i was close to 3 guys, 'F', and two of my guy friends at school, and i could say it wasn't just a normal "close" they were more like a "failed talking stage" Why? Cause i don't like all of them, but i am a people pleaser and just bored with all of this quarantine situation so of course i replied to their chats on daily. Even though i don't have any interest to all of them.

Why? Simply, cause i'm bored.

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