I do not know where to start
To begin
Or what to say
I just exist in a world where things happen
Even if it is the way we want, or don't want to
But I live in a reality
Where my reality lies in my mind
Where my heart only exist in my thoughts
And where my words only lies down my throat
There are things best left unsaid
But there are things best expressed
The way I want to embrace her
Make her feel that things are real
Make her know that she is here
And make her realize that I exist
I just wish to wake her up
From the pain and confusion that she lives in
And pull her up from the deep dark ocean.
The way my heart beats when she talks
The way my mind race when I see her walk
I am left speechless
The boy who never cares
The boy who never loves
The boy who never seeks happiness
Found happiness in the presence of her
If I could just tell her
That the music she play's in my mind is not sorrow
But melodies that dances with my heart
Feelings—————•
For only her existences matters to my being
For only her songs is what my ears crave
No matter what pain
No matter what confusion I go trough
She is what makes me feel like this
She is the only one that has ever been inside the stone walls I have built
I do not say this because I feel a certain way
I do not say this because I want to make her feel
I say this because this is the reality I see her from
This is the reality my eyes see's her in
I want to serve as her rest
Her home
Her shoulder to rely on
when she feels weak for being the rest of others
I will be here
because I exist
I will cherish things
because it is with you.
So let me be the one that heals you
even if I was the one that caused the deepest wound
Let me wipe of the blood
the blood of the broken pieces of your heart I stepped on to.
i do not ask for anything
Or want anything
But I know you are tired
so let me answer the questions that lies in your mind
Let me be the one that adjust in situations we both deserve a piece of mind
let me understand you, because you have always been the one understanding.
As we both step on to the end
If I am not the one to wipe your tears
I'll smile
If I am not the man that will embrace you
I'll Cheer
And if I am not the guy you will love
Then it is fine.
Because I can still smile and cheer
And I know that I will be fine
Because if I was not with you until the end of time
I'm still happy that you and I spent some time
In a world where things were sublime
When it was only you and I.
But don't worry.
No matter how long
I will stay
Just to see you
In my arms again
-Geo
