Her lust (Gxgxg)

River between us

Now that I sit here with my brother dead in my arms, I cry and cry until I can't no more.
I have to wonder around and fend for myself.

Past (got deleted so rewrote it)
Me and my brother sat inside a room with a bunch of other wolfs and creatures before a man comes in with a son, they look around for a bit until they stop among us. "I want this one" the boy points to my brother and he growls lowly.
"You sure, son?" The boys father questions
"Yes, he has to be punished" the boy states
"Bring him out" he says to the guards and they do.
I whimper as I see my brother leave the 'safety' of the cage. Only to see him get burned and cut up, being brutally beaten and murdered.
I get let out of my cage and run to my brother holding him in my arms. I don't understand why this happened. Why.

nothing makes sense anymore. I know he got what he deserved but..

That's my brother. My family.

When we were kids we would play in the woods and jump over rivers and swim. until one day my dad came home beaten bloody.
He didn't survive. My mom then got into a bad alcohol habit, which was past on to me and my brother, not only by drinking but by beating us until we couldn't walk.

We came home from the store with some bread and whiskey,rum,vodka, and wine.
of course she took whiskey and run, while I took vodka and my brother at the time took wine.
you know, sometimes I wonder why we were drinking at all. I mean obviously we weren't supposed to but fuck. Who would can? I mean come on man nobody gives a fuck if a kid is chugging vodka and rum and 2 in the morning just so they can sleep.

My mom wasn't a good person, but one day she would try but fail miserably, she got us taken. And of course of all things, she sold us.
MY MOTHER FUCKING SOLD US. and you know what for..
Fucking alcohol and drugs. fuck it makes me giggle thinking about it. I mean honestly she was a fuck up the geez.

so my mother was a monster. But before? Before my dad died and everything.. when me and my brother were kids?

"MAMAAAAAA" my brother screeched
"WHAT" my mother yelled back
"E IS BEING MEAN!!"
"EVELYN BE NICE TO YOUR BROTHER FOR MAMA" she laughed and walked over to us
"You two need to stop fighting go play outside or something."
"Can I go over to Athena's" I questioned, knowing the answer would most likely be no.
"Fine, but just for today and I want you back by....."
"6"
"THANK YOU SO MUCH MA" I said and gave her a kiss running out the door.

"Thenaaaaaa!!!" I yelled as I ran into my girlfriend's arms.
"Hey, baby.. what are you doing here?" She whispered looking nervous.
That's until I smelt it. And saw it..

Hickeys all over her neck. The smell of sex and lust all over her and her room.

"What the actual fuck." I started at her in disbelief "fuck this ik fucking leaving Thea, never EVER fucking try to talk to me again you cheating whore." I snap at her and before she can answer I'm gone.

Now back to my mother and her alcoholism.
After she sold us we got passed around home to home. Abuse to beaten bloody.
never a sleeping day.
the only coping mechanism being alcohol and sex. Due to my mother,brother and owners.

no matter how much I drink and drink, I'll still get beat. At one point I drank so much I blacked out and 'accidentally' slept with the owners wife, though not my fault. I understand why what happened, happened.

The next day I couldn't even walk, talk, or move in general. Not just from beating beat though.

One of my owners was a girl. She liked sex a LOT. Shit so did I, again going back to the coping. 
She would flirt, I would kiss her, and we would fuck for hours on end. Never taking a break.
That was before her husband came in on us in the middle of fucking.
Was it worth it?  Yeah, for sure.

Though i gotten moved and scolded by my brother, for the millionth time in a month. What floats his boat I guess.

Though he hates me, not my fault I fucked his girl by accident, she came onto me, I just gave her a nice time. And I get blamed?
That's stupid. I mean I get why but damn.

(I'm just trying to make this chapter 'long')