Was it me? Was it my fault? If I was hurting you, you should have told me.
You were always so loudly quiet, your presence was so loud, everyone knew when you weren't in the room, but you were so silent, so still.
I remember when we went to this restaurant, we were just coming back from vacation across the country and were meeting up with friends.
When the waiter came everyone ordered, everyone but you, no one cared, no one thought much of it, not even every single time after that.
At some point I realized you were always the one left out, the last option, the one no one wanted on their team or in their group.
I guess it was because you weren't "special", there was nothing different or unique about you, you were always so simple, that's what made you shine to me, your simplicity.
People never thought you were good at things, they had no real reason, you just didn't ever do anything, you never participated, never took a glance at something and said, "That looks interesting.", you never said you wanted anything.
But you did, I knew you did, because I knew you, I knew your favorite color, your favorite animal, your favorite place to go, your favorite drink, your favorite food, your favorite music.
I thought I knew everything about you,
I guess I was wrong.
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𝔦 𝔥𝔞𝔡 𝔰𝔬 𝔪𝔲𝔠𝔥 𝔩𝔢𝔣𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔶 || 2min
Historia CortaTW: suicide , heavy angst A story where Seungmin leaves and Leeknow doesn't know why. (leeknows pov.)
