DEVASTATION: ENVY SPIN OFF

CHAPTER TWO

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FLASHBACK

"Go on love, just try a little" Ronan smiled slyly, handing me a glass bottle filled with liquid.

I had never done anything like this before, but I was willing to do anything to impress him.

I take the bottle from his hand, and gulp down a little, once I was done he leans over and wipes my bottom lip with his thumb.

"That was amazing" he whispered, his praise made me so much happier.

I had already lost full control over my mind.

So as he passed me more and more alcohol, i became more and more intoxicated, noticing how he took pleasure in it.

He too had a messed up mindset, he saw me being so vulnerable as lovely. Not so he could take advantage, even Ronan wasn't awful enough for that.

But because it gave him a sense of superiority, that he was the only one that could keep me safe.
The word safe may create a nice image. But in his opinion it meant that  she was under his command.

"I want you" I mutter as he brings me close, my eyesight giving up on me before i have a chance to hear what he said.

It was a simple thing that he said.

"Good."

He would never have said I want you back, he had never heard that in his life from somebody that meant something to him.

His father never said he was proud of him, and his mother was afraid.

Maybe that's why Ronan turned out this way, or maybe he was just a sick person.

As Ronan scooped me up, he let his mind wonder back to what he did that night, with Elle, she was just so easy.

No matter what he had told Rosanna. Elle was always ready, to do as he said, so unlike Rosanna.

Of course, Rosanna fucked other men as well, Ronan wasn't loyal, and neither was she, except ultimately they wanted one another.

He brought my passed out figure to my bed, placing me upon it. Ronan stared at me, before leaving the room off to find Elle.

As soon as he was gone, I opened my eyes wider. I was afraid that he would try something. My mind couldn't cope with all the extra alcohol, and I  gave into my sleep.

Of course, I couldn't remember what Ronan said when I told him that i wanted him.

So I told herself that he returned it instead, deep down though, well I knew that he probably didnt. And yet I still stayed.

I thought that he had gone to his apartment , to sleep just like me, I would never have thought that he was on top of Elle.

Or I might have done, really. I knew that he stared at other girls, yet I thought he had the control to ignore them, to stay loyal.

If only she knew how wrong she was.

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"Since you gave me the weed, I'll go" I mutter, rolling my eyes, as his eyes widen with a slight look of surprise, which he quickly recovers from.

"Okay Rosa, get on" he murmurs, as I climb on top of the bike, wrapping my arms around him.

"Where are we going?" I mutter, as he revs the engine before driving off. "On a drive" he returns, as he weaves in and out the late night traffic on his bike.

Both our helmets reflecting the dull dark blue haze of Brooklyn.

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He eventually stills outside of a large house, lights swaying around the outside, and music echoing from within. People are moving on the driveway, in the house, in the pool.

I get off the bike as Ronan stills it, moving away from him, but he catches my wrists, pulling me back towards him.

"I'm hardly dressed for a party" I murmur, he's turning to my clothes. "You think I didn't think of that?" He questions, showing me the inside of his bag.

Inside is a red dress, which I take into my hands.

"You knew I was going to go with you?" I question, "Of course I did. You're my girl" Ronan murmurs, as his fingers rest against my lower spine.

FLASHBACK

"Go on, laugh" I spat out.

So he did, he smirked at me and walked towards my aching figure. And as he raised his hand to wipe a tear away, I flinched.

Ronans mouth nearly fell. His stomach almost dropped. I thought he was going to hit me.

"You thought I would hit you?" He asked, he masked his confusion well, even though he too was starting to crumble.

"Can you blame me?" I whispered,  I had lost. He had saw me break down. Ronan knew it too, and he eventually broke free of his sympathy demeanor, and his eyes went cold.

"Of course I blame you, your so fucking pathetic, scared because I raised my hand, are you that weak?"

His words hit me harder and harder until I too snapped.

"I blame you for ruining my life, you hurt me, in ways that won't be fixed, I hate you, I really fucking do"

"Listen here you bitc-"

"No, you ruin everything for everybody because your just a scared little boy, who takes his anger out and everything around him, so fuck you Ronan, because I'm done with you" I said.

It felt so good for me, I got everything off my chest, almost.

His eyes narrowed at me, and i could only watch as his jaw clenched,as he stepped further and further towards me until my back was pressed against the wall.

I had no choice but to look up at him.

I could feel herself shake.

I had never felt so scared, especially as he bent his lips against my ear.

"You listen when I say this Rosanna, I don't care about you, and I never will, you were a mere bitch and that's all you will ever be to me, I didn't love you, I got with other girls all the time"

He watched in satisfaction as my eyes watered once again.

"I met Elle, at her apartment, so I could fuck her, I lied to you and you beleived me. And maybe from now on you should be scared, because I can ruin all of the tiny pretty things you love"

"You wouldn't dare, I'm done playing your pathetic games, whatever relationship we had is done" I smiled, my tears gone.

I really thought that I was done, I needed to be, I couldn't trap myself into this mindset again.

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